Kanad\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lan bir ser\u00e7enin k\u00fcst\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, kanats\u0131z u\u00e7anlar\u0131 aln\u0131ndan \u00f6perek..<\/p>\n
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Ey muhabbetle b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp muhabbet deryas\u0131na sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6n\u00fcl ku\u015fum! Halin<\/p>\n
nicedir?<\/p>\n
Aynadaki yabanc\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131rken kadim dostumu unuttu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyesin.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan en \u00e7ok, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131zlatan \u015feyden ka\u00e7arm\u0131\u015f. Ne var ki bu labirentlerin sonu yine sensin bilirim. Hem yakt\u0131m hem saramad\u0131m kanatlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim\u2026<\/p>\n
Reng\u00e2renk kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 ate\u015fe verirken kanats\u0131z da u\u00e7ars\u0131n zannetmek benim cahilli\u011fimdi, seninle birlikte g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc izlemekte yine benim imtihan\u0131m oldu. G\u00f6n\u00fcl u\u00e7amad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda imrenirmi\u015f u\u00e7anlar\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne. U\u00e7amad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f u\u00e7man\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc ve uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f bir daha u\u00e7amayacak olman\u0131n mahcuplu\u011funu.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6n\u00fclc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7imde s\u0131zlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirim, sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7imden gidecek yerin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da. Ben sa\u011f\u0131r, sen dilsiz, ben kel\u00e2ms\u0131z, sen kanats\u0131z..<\/p>\n
Ben g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczd\u00fcm sen Anka gibi k\u00fcllerinden do\u011f diyemem. Kanad\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131racak kadar zalimken g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcn yetmedi\u011fini sana y\u00fcklemeyecek kadar da merhametliyim. S\u00f6ylesene Ey g\u00f6nl\u00fcm sence ben ger\u00e7ekten iyi miyim?<\/p>\n
Ah bu r\u00e2yih\u00e2lar\u0131n d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131m, g\u00f6\u011fe erdin mi diye soruyorum kendime. G\u00f6k deyince s\u0131zl\u0131yorsun, hissetmekten korkuyorum. Anlamaktan, a\u011flamaktan, anlatmaktan..<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan, ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan \u00e7ok kendi g\u00f6nl\u00fcnden ka\u00e7arm\u0131\u015f. Hay\u0131r hay\u0131r bunu sen \u00f6\u011fretmedin bana, ben sen s\u0131zlay\u0131nca \u00f6\u011frendim. Ben kendimin en acemi \u00f6\u011fretmeniyim.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyaya yeniden gelsem yine seni se\u00e7erdim, d\u00fcnyaya yeniden gelsen beni tan\u0131mak bile istemezdin.<\/p>\n
Son nefesime kadar yoluma e\u015flik edecek varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma rahmet oldu, bense sana misliyle zahmet.. Helal et..<\/p>\n
Milim kadar yak\u0131n ufuk kadar uzak olsak da her s\u0131zlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda senden ka\u00e7acak, her ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131mda yine sana gelece\u011fim.<\/p>\n
Seni en g\u00fczele emanet ederken yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m kanatlar\u0131ndan ve s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131ndan \u00f6perim<\/p>\n
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Hatice Derin S\u0130LAHLI Kanad\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lan bir ser\u00e7enin k\u00fcst\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, kanats\u0131z u\u00e7anlar\u0131 aln\u0131ndan \u00f6perek.. Ey muhabbetle b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp muhabbet deryas\u0131na sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6n\u00fcl ku\u015fum! Halin nicedir? Aynadaki yabanc\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131rken kadim dostumu unuttu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyesin. \u0130nsan en \u00e7ok, vicdan\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131zlatan \u015feyden ka\u00e7arm\u0131\u015f. Ne var ki bu labirentlerin sonu yine sensin bilirim. Hem yakt\u0131m hem saramad\u0131m kanatlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim\u2026 Reng\u00e2renk kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 ate\u015fe verirken…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17537,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,312,282],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-ekim-26","category-hatice-derin-silahli","category-145","category-312","category-282","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t
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