{"id":17237,"date":"2026-04-15T20:10:59","date_gmt":"2026-04-15T17:10:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/?p=17237"},"modified":"2026-04-15T20:10:59","modified_gmt":"2026-04-15T17:10:59","slug":"nesyen-mensiyye","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/2026\/04\/15\/nesyen-mensiyye\/","title":{"rendered":"\u201cNesyen Mensiyye\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cNesyen Mensiyye\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Havva K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Konur<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Bir ikindi \u00e7aresizli\u011fi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc g\u00f6kten; yang\u0131n yeri oldu her yer. \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131k\u00e7a derinle\u015fen, a\u011f\u0131r sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131karamayan bir y\u00fcrekti ondaki. Bir kalbin sessiz duru\u015fu, teslimiyetiydi. Yutkunduk\u00e7a gitmeyen bir yumru, bo\u011fazda cam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131… Yutsan kanat\u0131r, \u00e7\u0131karsan \u00e7\u0131kmaz. Ve bir \u00e2n-\u0131 seyy\u00e2lede akan hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde, kabulleni\u015fin sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131…<\/p>\n

U\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn vahalara te\u015fne oldu\u011fu yerde, i\u00e7inde tek bir ot bitirememi\u015f insanlar; kumlar\u0131n zerre zerre, tane tane onu sarmalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama tek bir dost elinin uzanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, dokunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir kad\u0131n… Hem ilahi m\u00fcjdeye mazhar olman\u0131n huzuru hem de bununla birlikte insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki iffetsizlik zann\u0131. Hakikati bilmek, Allah\u2019a kurbiyetin tatl\u0131 meyvelerini dev\u015firmek idi illa… Peki ya ya\u015fanmas\u0131 gereken hayat? Al\u0131nacak nefes? Kat edilecek mesafe? Ge\u00e7ilmesi gereken tek\u00e2m\u00fcl yolculu\u011fu?<\/p>\n

Dayan\u0131lmas\u0131 zor bir sab\u0131r yolculu\u011fuydu bu. Rab\u2019den gelen susma emrinin “ale\u2019r-re\u2019si ve\u2019l-ayn” (ba\u015f ve g\u00f6z \u00fcst\u00fcne) kabul\u00fcyd\u00fc. Hz. Meryem\u2019in dostu kumlard\u0131, ku\u015flard\u0131, hurma dallar\u0131yd\u0131. Ve bu zorlu me\u015fakkatin, tahamm\u00fcl\u00fc zor buudunda bir s\u00f6z d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc dilinden: “Nesyen mensiyye…” (Unutulup gitseydim…) Kur\u2019\u00e2n-\u0131 Kerim\u2019de de ge\u00e7en bu ifade, her okudu\u011fumda beni o kadar sars\u0131yor ki o \u00e7aresizli\u011fi yudum yudum i\u00e7iriyor, massediyor.<\/p>\n

Ne anlatsam anlatamayaca\u011f\u0131m, ne s\u00f6ylesem hissettiremeyece\u011fim gibi geliyor. Acizli\u011fin dibinde, \u00e7aresizli\u011fin nihayetindeyim. Asl\u0131nda bir ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131 bu. Hz. Meryem\u2019in susma orucu; onun i\u00e7inin imbikten s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrcesine \u00f6zle\u015fmesi, k\u0131vam\u0131n\u0131 bulmas\u0131 ve \u00e2b-\u0131 hayata kavu\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in ge\u00e7mesi gereken dar bir dehlizdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n kendi suizanlar\u0131n\u0131n vah\u015feti kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, elbette s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131lacak yer olarak \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn \u0131ss\u0131z kumlar\u0131n\u0131 ve bir hurma dal\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesini se\u00e7ti. Bedi\u00fczzaman\u2019\u0131n “insten tevahhu\u015f ve vuhu\u015fa \u00fcnsiyet” dedi\u011fi yer… \u0130nsanlar\u0131n vah\u015fetinin b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, vah\u015fi bilinenlerin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rebilmek… Ama \u00e7arna\u00e7ar katlanmak zorunda olmak. \u0130lahi l\u00fctfu ve bunun insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcndeki k\u00f6t\u00fc anlam\u0131n\u0131 birlikte yudumlamak… Ve bir yerinde y\u00fckseliveren bir naz belki: “Nesyen mensiyye…”<\/p>\n

Bazen insan\u0131n mefk\u00fbresi u\u011fruna sanc\u0131lar, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar ve musibetlere d\u00fc\u00e7ar olmas\u0131 ama etraftaki insanlardan, en yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fclen d\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k; s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nme, hatta ili\u015fkilerini tamamen kesmelerini g\u00f6rme, nas\u0131l bir tezat olu\u015fturuyor insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde de\u011fil mi? Mefk\u00fbren var, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcs\u00fcn, do\u011fru yolda oldu\u011fundan eminsin, i\u00e7in rahat, vicdan\u0131n Allah\u2019\u0131n raz\u0131 olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 ho\u015fnut… Ama etraf\u0131ndakilerin verdi\u011fi her t\u00fcrl\u00fc eziyetin dayan\u0131lmaz boyutlar\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 anda ya\u015famak.<\/p>\n

Ne dersiniz? B\u00f6yle bir durumda kalan, bu h\u00e2li yudumlayan her hasbinin dilinden d\u00f6k\u00fclmez mi bu s\u00f6z? Allah\u2019\u0131n l\u00fctfunun m\u00fchr\u00fc olarak…<\/p>\n

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\u201cNesyen Mensiyye\u201d Havva K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Konur \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0Bir ikindi \u00e7aresizli\u011fi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc g\u00f6kten; yang\u0131n yeri oldu her yer. \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131k\u00e7a derinle\u015fen, a\u011f\u0131r sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131karamayan bir y\u00fcrekti ondaki. Bir kalbin sessiz duru\u015fu, teslimiyetiydi. Yutkunduk\u00e7a gitmeyen bir yumru, bo\u011fazda cam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131… Yutsan kanat\u0131r, \u00e7\u0131karsan \u00e7\u0131kmaz. Ve bir \u00e2n-\u0131 seyy\u00e2lede akan hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde, kabulleni\u015fin sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131… U\u00e7suz…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17278,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,168,303],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17237","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-havva-kucuk-konur","category-nisan-26","category-145","category-168","category-303","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t