G\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz her zaman hakikat midir? Yoksa g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, kalbimizin zann\u0131na m\u0131 yenik d\u00fc\u015fer? \u0130\u015fte bir mahalle halk\u0131n\u0131n “takva” ad\u0131na nas\u0131l bir y\u0131k\u0131ma sebep oldu\u011funun ve yirmi y\u0131ll\u0131k bitmek bilmeyen bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc.
\nYakla\u015f\u0131k 20 sene \u00f6nceydi. Namaz k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in genelde mahallemizdeki camiye giderdik. Camimizin hocas\u0131 \u015eeyh Hadi ad\u0131nda bir hocayd\u0131. Mahalleli taraf\u0131ndan sevilen, say\u0131lan ve g\u00fcvenilen biriydi.
\nG\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcn ak\u015fam namaz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in camiye gittim. Hen\u00fcz ezan okunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Abdest almak i\u00e7in alt kattaki abdesthaneye indim. Tuvaletlerin bo\u015falmas\u0131n\u0131 beklerken, kabinlerden birinin a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, i\u00e7eriden \u00e7\u0131kan ki\u015fi cami hocas\u0131 \u015eeyh Hadi idi. Selamla\u015f\u0131p h\u00e2l hat\u0131r sorduktan sonra, hoca efendinin “abdest almadan” yukar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim.
\n\u00c7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ba\u015fka da abdest alma yeri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in nerede abdest alacak diye merakla hocay\u0131 takip ettim. Fakat hayretler i\u00e7inde \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019nin abdest almadan direkt camiye girip mihraba y\u00f6neldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ezan ve kameti okuyup namaz\u0131 k\u0131ld\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 ve arkas\u0131nda saf tutanlar da tekbir getirip imama uydular.. Bense yerimde donup kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.
\nHemen ko\u015fup senelerdir ahbapl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olan Hac\u0131 Ali\u2019nin yan\u0131nda durdum ve ona kendi g\u00f6zlerimle \u015fahit oldu\u011fum olay\u0131, hocan\u0131n abdestsiz namaz k\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, tuvaletten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p abdest almadan mihraba ge\u00e7ti\u011fini s\u00f6yledim. Bana g\u00fcveni tam olan Hac\u0131 Ali de \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde; \u201cmadem \u00f6yle, o zaman namaz\u0131 m\u00fcnferit k\u0131lar\u0131z.\u201d dedi.
\nDerken…
\nBu olay mahalle kom\u015fular\u0131 aras\u0131nda kulaktan kula\u011fa h\u0131zla yay\u0131ld\u0131. Ben ve arkada\u015flar\u0131m cami cemaatini \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019nin namazlar\u0131 abdestsiz k\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haberdar ettik, b\u00f6ylece camiye gelip cemaat namaz\u0131na kat\u0131lan herkes \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019nin etraf\u0131ndan da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Hatta birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra (kendisinden de \u00f6nce) ailesi de olay\u0131 duydu. \u015eeyh, dilden dile dola\u015fan bu s\u00f6ylentinin as\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaktan aciz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ailesini de ikna edemedi..
\nArt\u0131k bir \u00e7ok yerde \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019nin \u015f\u00fcpheli biri oldu\u011fu, m\u00fcsl\u00fcman bile olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, casusluk yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feklinde s\u00f6zler konu\u015fuluyordu. \u015eeyh Hadi birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra art\u0131k bu beldeyi terk edip uzaklara gitmeye karar verdi\u011finde e\u015fi kendisi ile gelmedi, tart\u0131\u015f\u0131p babas\u0131n\u0131n evine gitti. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 da bu onur k\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 durumdan dolay\u0131 babalar\u0131n\u0131 terk ettiler. Nihayet \u015eeyh Hadi k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra bizim mahalleyi terk etti ve sonra da ondan hi\u00e7bir haber almaz olduk.
\nBu olaydan iki sene sonra e\u015fimle birlikte umreye gitmi\u015ftik. Mekke\u2019nin farkl\u0131 hava ve su \u015fartlar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc hastalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Tahran\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hemen bir doktora gittim.. Doktor muayene sonras\u0131 bir miktar hap ve i\u011fne yazd\u0131.
\nErtesi g\u00fcn evde abdest al\u0131p, namaz i\u00e7in camiye gitmek istedim, sonra d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015fken yol \u00fczerindeki klini\u011fe u\u011frad\u0131m, i\u011fnemi yapt\u0131r\u0131p camiye ge\u00e7tim. Hen\u00fcz ezan okunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u2018\u0130\u011fnenin yeri kanam\u0131\u015f olabilir mi’ diye tuvalete gidip kontrol edip, kanam\u0131\u015fsa tekrar abdest almak istedim, girdim, kanama olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce abdestim bozulmam\u0131\u015f diye sevindim camiye \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7in tam tuvalet kabininden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordum ki \u015eeyh Hadi akl\u0131ma geldi.
\nBirden g\u00f6zlerim karard\u0131! Ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu ve bayg\u0131nl\u0131k ge\u00e7irecek h\u00e2le gelmi\u015ftim. Sanki d\u00fcnya ba\u015f\u0131ma y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131.. Allah\u2019\u0131m… Yoksa \u015eeyh Hadi de benim gibi i\u011fne yerini kontrol etmek i\u00e7in mi tuvaleti kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131?
\nAkl\u0131m durdu ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyordum. Hemen eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve o gece sabaha kadar uyuyamad\u0131m. \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp duruyordum. Cahil olan ben ve benden daha cahil olan dindar arkada\u015flar\u0131m nas\u0131l olmu\u015ftu da bilmeden, g\u00fcya Allah r\u0131zas\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015eeyh\u2019in haysiyetiyle oynam\u0131\u015f, itibar\u0131n\u0131 yerle yeksan etmi\u015f, ailesini darmada\u011f\u0131n etmi\u015ftik?
\nErtesi g\u00fcn tela\u015fla evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019yi aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.. Cami cemaatinden Hac\u0131 \u0130brahim\u2019in yan\u0131na ko\u015ftum. \u00d6nemli bir i\u015f i\u00e7in \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019yi bulmam gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledim. O da \u015fah Abd\u00fclazim t\u00fcrbesinin yan\u0131ndaki pazarda Hac\u0131 Ahmet ad\u0131nda biriyle samimi oldu\u011funu, s\u00fcrekli onun yan\u0131na gidip geldi\u011fini, bilirse sadece onun bilebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi.
\nHemen oraya gittim, esnaf\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131yla Hac\u0131 Ahmet\u2019i buldum. Y\u00fcz\u00fc nurlu, m\u00fcmin bir simaya sahip ya\u015fl\u0131 biriydi, kendisine \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019yi sordum. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131 ve dedi ki:
\n\u201c\u0130ki sene \u00f6nceydi. \u015eeyh Hadi \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcn ve dertli bir vaziyette d\u00fckk\u00e2na geldi. Onu hi\u00e7 o halde g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. Bu kadar \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc oldu\u011funa \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ne oldu\u011funu sordum, \u015f\u00f6yle dedi: \u201cYapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u011fnenin yeri kan\u0131yor mu diye kontrol etmek i\u00e7in tuvalete girmi\u015ftim, cami cemaati hi\u00e7 sormadan bana bir iftirada bulundular ve abdest almadan namaz k\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, hatta, \u015f\u00fcpheli biri oldu\u011fumu, m\u00fcsl\u00fcman bile olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, casusluk bile yapabilece\u011fimi s\u00f6ylediler.. Haysiyetimle oynad\u0131lar, itibar\u0131m\u0131 bitirdiler, evimi y\u0131kt\u0131lar. Bu \u015fehirde kalacak y\u00fcz\u00fcm kalmad\u0131. Buray\u0131 terk etmek zorunday\u0131m art\u0131k. Bana neler yapt\u0131klar\u0131na sen \u015fahit ol diye bunu sana s\u00f6yledim.\u201d
\nBunlar\u0131 anlatt\u0131ktan sonra da Irak\u2019a gidece\u011fini, \u0130mam Ali\u2019nin t\u00fcrbesinin bulundu\u011fu Necef\u2019e yerle\u015fece\u011fini ve geriye kalan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc orada ge\u00e7irece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi ve gitti. O g\u00fcnden beridir ben de ondan hi\u00e7bir haber alamad\u0131m.\u201d
\nS\u00f6zler bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlendi, g\u00f6zlerim doldu h\u00fcng\u00fcr h\u00fcng\u00fcr a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Allah\u2019\u0131m! Bu ne haltt\u0131 benim i\u015fledi\u011fim? \u015eu an tam 20 senedir bu olay\u0131 unutam\u0131yorum ve ben Necef\u2019e gidip gelen herkese \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019yi soruyorum, ama maalesef mazlum \u015eeyh Hadi\u2019den haberi olan hi\u00e7 kimse yok…<\/p>\n
K\u0131ssadan Hisse:<\/p>\n
Duyduklar\u0131m\u0131z ya da g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz ger\u00e7ek olsa da i\u015fin asl\u0131 \u00f6yle olmayabilir. Bir ki\u015fi ya da olay hakk\u0131nda hakikati bilmeden bir kan\u0131ya varmak, h\u00fck\u00fcm vermek yan\u0131lg\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrebilir, bir zulme sebep olabilir. Hakikati bilmek i\u00e7in b\u0131rak\u0131n bize bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan s\u00f6yleneni, kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla duyduklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve dahi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczle g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimizi bile son derece iyi tahkik etmemiz laz\u0131m.
\n\u0130nsano\u011flu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 zapt edebilir ama a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 zapt edemez der Hz. Mevlana.<\/p>\n
\u201cEy iman edenler! Zandan \u00e7ok ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zann\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131 g\u00fcnaht\u0131r. Birbirinizin kusurlar\u0131n\u0131 (gizli y\u00f6nlerini) ara\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131n.\u201d (Hucurat 12)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
G\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz her zaman hakikat midir? Yoksa g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, kalbimizin zann\u0131na m\u0131 yenik d\u00fc\u015fer? \u0130\u015fte bir mahalle halk\u0131n\u0131n “takva” ad\u0131na nas\u0131l bir y\u0131k\u0131ma sebep oldu\u011funun ve yirmi y\u0131ll\u0131k bitmek bilmeyen bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 20 sene \u00f6nceydi. Namaz k\u0131lmak i\u00e7in genelde mahallemizdeki camiye giderdik. Camimizin hocas\u0131 \u015eeyh Hadi ad\u0131nda bir hocayd\u0131. Mahalleli taraf\u0131ndan sevilen, say\u0131lan ve…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17073,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,144,211,295],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17060","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-edeb","category-mine-gulsen","category-ocak-26","category-145","category-144","category-211","category-295","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1767800587101.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17060"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17060"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17060\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17061,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17060\/revisions\/17061"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17073"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17060"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17060"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17060"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}