\u0130ster b\u00fcy\u00fck annemin \u015eia a\u015fk\u0131na verin isterseniz vesile-i d\u00fcnyam\u0131n Alili\u011fine verin. Ana diy\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131n Acemli\u011fi, ata diy\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131n Arapl\u0131\u011f\u0131 beni \u00d6zbek diyar\u0131mdan uzak eylemesin.<\/p>\n
Gel\u2026 Gel ey O\u011fuz boyu\u2026 Gel ey Hub soyu\u2026 Gel ey Hazar yolcusu, gel! Ye\u015filler diyar\u0131nda kalan bir oyundu! Gel oyun bitmeden, gel! Yolcu k\u00fcsmeden gel! Ruhumu \u00fczmeden gel! Gel ey can yolda\u015f\u0131m! Gel hayalimdeki din karda\u015f\u0131m! Gel kel\u00e2m\u00e2t\u0131mdaki muhatab\u0131m, gel! Gel! Kem\u00e2l\u00e2ttaki \u00fcst\u00e2d\u0131m! Gel\u2026.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zlerimin rotas\u0131n\u0131 tutturamaz oldum. Kim kime ne der belli de\u011fil! Bir hazan ki f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131 \u015f\u00e2ha kalkar! Bir hazan ki arz\u0131 ar\u015fa u\u00e7ar! \u0130\u015fte o anda! Zaman\u0131n yok oldu\u011fu diy\u00e2rda! Beklerken g\u00e2r\u0131mda! Ci\u011ferc\u00e2ne y\u00e2d\u0131n y\u00e2d\u0131mdad\u0131r! Zannedilen lahzada ne dedi\u011fimi \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m mektuplar\u0131mda! Bir defa anla! Bir defa s\u0131vazla! Beni bir defa ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!!<\/p>\n
Ali\u2019nin (r.a.) mahreme-i esr\u00e2r\u0131 gecelerdedir! \u015eafak o\u2019nun g\u00f6zlerini hi\u00e7 kapal\u0131 g\u00f6rmedi. Gecelerce \u00e7a\u011flard\u0131 m\u00fcnacaatlar\u0131nda! M\u00fcn\u00e2c\u00e2tlar\u0131 ki cifrin \u015f\u00e2h\u0131nda! \u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026 Allah\u2019\u0131n (c.c.) huzurunda! \u0130nlerdi ki geceler insafs\u0131zca! Ey g\u00f6z\u00fc kanl\u0131! Gel! Gel g\u00f6r g\u00f6z\u00fcm! Sendeki kand\u0131 ama bendeki c\u00e2nd\u0131! Duy sesimi bir def\u00e2, a\u011flayan cih\u00e2nd\u0131! Bir defa daha esr\u00e2rl\u0131 gecelerin \u00c2li beytiyle \u015fafak s\u00f6keyim. Bir def\u00e2 de\u011fil! Bin def\u00e2 gel! Gel, can\u0131m\u0131 al da gel! Gel, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc al da gel! A\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 ver de gel!<\/p>\n
Gel\u2026.. Geli\u015f gidi\u015flerde ip atlarken, istersen ben y\u00fcz\u00fcm gayri Allah\u2019a d\u00f6neyim!!! Bir \u015fey varm\u0131\u015f gibi kap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdaki ne bulacakt\u0131 ki? S\u00f6zlerimin k\u0131ymeti yok! Ama g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn kel\u00e2m\u0131 \u00e7ok.<\/p>\n
Muharrem ge\u00e7se de benim y\u00fcre\u011fim Muharrem\u2019e bir ayak yollu\u011fu olsun. Kerbel\u00e2\u2019daki esirlerin v\u00fccutlar\u0131ndan damlayan o a\u015fk \u015farab\u0131 olsayd\u0131m. Hint\u2019ten gelen ve \u015f\u00e2hlar memleketinde kem\u00e2le eren sarho\u015flar\u0131n d\u00eev\u00e2ne me\u015fkcisi olsayd\u0131m. Arap diy\u00e2r\u0131n\u0131n mecnunlar\u0131ndan birisi olsayd\u0131m da ben\u2026 Ama ben T\u00fcrk diy\u00e2r\u0131n\u0131n gariplerinden olsayd\u0131m ke\u015fke! Ah ke\u015fke!<\/p>\n
A\u011f\u0131d\u0131ma m\u00fcmin g\u00f6n\u00fcller a\u011flamazlarsa a\u011flamas\u0131nlar. Ben benim gibi yoldan sapanlara bir a\u011f\u0131t kalmak isterim. Z\u00eer\u00e2 H\u00fcseyn\u00eelerin \u015fehitlerine M\u00fcslim g\u00f6kler a\u011flar! Ar\u015f a\u011flar! Fer\u015f a\u011flar! Mah\u015fer a\u011flar! E\u011fer o mah\u015ferde ben de a\u011flamayacaksam vallahi anam a\u011flar! Anam\u0131 a\u011flatmak istemiyorum! Ben a\u011flamak istiyorum. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan uzak, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerinize yak\u00een a\u011flamak istiyorum.<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u011flamayal\u0131 hayli zaman oldu\u201d demeyece\u011fim. Belki de diyemeyece\u011fim! Z\u00eer\u00e2 ben hi\u00e7bir zaman a\u011flayamad\u0131m. A\u011flasayd\u0131m bu h\u00e2llerde olmazd\u0131m! \u00c7a\u011flasayd\u0131m bu kuyuda bo\u011fulmazd\u0131m! Bilen ve bildiren Allah\u2019t\u0131r! Bilgi\u00e7lik taslatan sadece \u015feytand\u0131r!<\/p>\n
Ey ihtiy\u00e2rlamadan \u00e2zad olmu\u015f g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u2026 Sen do\u011fard\u0131n. Ben ki ya\u015fland\u0131m! Sen mi \u015fahland\u0131n? Ben mi akland\u0131m!? Ne sen! Ne de ben! Sadece Allah! Ali\u2019yi g\u00f6r\u00fcr a\u011flar. H\u00fcseyn\u2019i duyar a\u011flar. Kalemi \u00e7izer a\u011flar. Yolcuyu g\u00f6zler a\u011flar. Ama benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcm yanar! Benim d\u00fcny\u00e2m inler! Benim ukb\u00e2m g\u00fcrler!<\/p>\n
Bu hadden sonra diy\u00e2r-\u0131 \u0130sl\u00e2m\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7 etmek isterim. Ezanla g\u00f6zlerimi kapatmak isterim! Ezanla iftih\u00e2r\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7mak isterim. Ezanla sahurumu yapmak isterim. Zira ben selamla g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc vermek isterim!<\/p>\n
Fars diy\u00e2r\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en Afg\u00e2n\u2019\u0131n yavuz evl\u00e2d\u0131 ziy\u00e2retime tenezz\u00fcl ettiklerinde hamd etmi\u015ftim. \u015e\u00fckretmi\u015ftim. O anda ki inz\u00e2l bana Fuzuli\u2019yi, Nes\u00eemi\u2019yi, Haf\u0131z\u2019\u0131, Mevlan\u00e2\u2019y\u0131, H\u00fbb\u2019u unutturacak bir \u201cEne\u2019l-Hak\u201d ya\u015fatt\u0131. Ber\u00e2berli\u011fim k\u0131sa s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f olsa da onun karde\u015fli\u011finde Kerbel\u00e2 \u015e\u00e2h\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ruh\u00e2niyat\u0131ndan istimd\u00e2t dilendim. Gerisini bilemeyenlerdenim. S\u00f6zlerdeki esr\u00e2r\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6zse de ben h\u00e2l\u00e2 Afyon\u00ee gecelerde bir intiz\u00e2r i\u00e7indeyim! Dua ediniz! Himmet ediniz!<\/p>\n
Ey Afg\u00e2n diy\u00e2r\u0131n\u0131n F\u00e2ris\u00ee g\u00f6nl\u00fc! Geli\u015fine sevindim! O y\u00fczden ho\u015f \u00e2med\u00eedeydim. Zira sen bana bir Ali olmu\u015ftun. Sen benim \u00e2ciz nazar\u0131mda bir veli do\u011fmu\u015ftun. Sen beni bin t\u00fcrl\u00fc i\u015fkencelerden kurtarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Bir lahzac\u0131kta olsa ma\u011fara odama te\u015frifin beni elemlerimden uzak eyledi. Zira sen bana Hakikat\u0131 hat\u0131rlatt\u0131n. O y\u00fczden sevindim. Ne siyaha kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131n ne de ceylana y\u00fcrek att\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ka\u015flar\u0131n!! Sadece g\u00f6n\u00fcl diy\u00e2r\u0131n! Sadece g\u00f6nl\u00fcn ey dirilen \u00f6mr\u00fcm!<\/p>\n
Nerelerdeydin? Neden daha \u00f6nce ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131n? A\u015fk\u0131m\u0131n inziv\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 seninle a\u015ft\u0131m. Gece karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda N\u00fbr el-H\u00fbb\u2019u (c.c.) seninle yeniden ya\u015fad\u0131m. A\u015fk\u0131, muhabbeti seninle terk ettim. Zira ben seninle Rabbe geldim! Ama ke\u015fke\u2026 Ke\u015fke o lahzadaki boyutu her \u00e2n koruyabilseydim. Ah ke\u015fke\u2026 Ben yansayd\u0131m da yeniden d\u00fc\u015fmeseydim. Bana Rabbimi hat\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in seni sevdim ve seni hep sevece\u011fim. Seni hep \u00f6zleyece\u011fim. Seni hep \u00f6vece\u011fim\u2026<\/p>\n
Yusuf kuyuda! Yakub\u2019un hicran\u0131 g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131nda\u2026 Nas\u0131l o kanl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcne bakabilirdim ki? Ben kann akan g\u00f6zlerine bakmaya ces\u00e2ret edemesem de sen benim can isteyen g\u00f6nl\u00fcme himmet et! Tarih bundan gayri sukuta ermek isterse istesin. Ben \u00e2t\u00eenin hayalindeyim. Ben \u00eem\u00e2n beklentisindeyim.<\/p>\n
Ya R\u00e2b! Bana da bir himmet! Bana da bir Cel\u00e2let, Rahmet, Merhamet! Odama gelen Ali\u2019nin hakikat f\u00e2\u015f eden h\u00e2lini hisseder oldum. Rabbime \u015f\u00fckrettim. Ali\u2019nin Hakikatn\u00fbm\u00e2 A\u015fk\u0131 beni \u00e2\u015f\u0131k etmi\u015fti. Vef\u00e2s\u0131 beni mahcub etmi\u015fti ama g\u00f6nl\u00fcndeki a\u015fkla vecde getirmi\u015fti\u2026<\/p>\n
Ey yolcu!! Ali-deli birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f olsa da her biri Rabb\u00e2ni gecelerde \u201cRabben\u00e2\u011ffirlen\u00e2\u201d diye inler. \u0130\u015fte g\u00f6nl\u00fcm o heng\u00e2mede bir himmet bekler! Arz\u0131m-ar\u015f\u0131m g\u00fcrler. \u0130nan bir hikmet ister\u2026.<\/p>\n
Meyh\u00e2nemdeki yolcu \u201cBen sana \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm\u201d deyiverecekti! Ben de derim ki \u201cSen asla bana \u00f6lme! Ne bana \u00f6l ne de benden dolay\u0131 Hakikat yolundan d\u00f6n! Sen sadece A\u015fka \u00f6l!\u201d<\/p>\n
Gel bu gece beraber \u00f6lelim. Bundan sonra kel\u00e2m susar! Azab co\u015far! Akl\u0131mda kal\u0131p kalmaman\u0131z\u0131n bir manas\u0131 olmaz. Yeter ki ben a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131zda me\u015fk olay\u0131m!<\/p>\n
A\u015fk\u2019a (c.c.) me\u015fk olanlara selam olsun!!<\/p>\n
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