\u0130ki cihan saadetime\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru, g\u00f6n\u00fcl kandilimin ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131; mektubunda seni unuttu\u011fumu s\u00f6yleyip sitem etmi\u015fsin. Sevmek, iki bedende tek ruh olmakt\u0131; insan hi\u00e7 kendini unutur mu? Kavu\u015fmak yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a takvimler ars\u0131zca inatla\u015f\u0131r oldu benimle. Sevdice\u011fim, sen de g\u00f6nl\u00fcme bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrme.<\/p>\n
Buralar biraz kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde y\u00fcce bir da\u011f\u0131n duman\u0131 var. Bu sis bulutu ne vakit da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r bilmem ama bizi i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e da\u011f\u0131tmakta. Bir yanda \u015fehitlerimiz, bir yanda \u015fehit \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131; bir yanda hasret, bir yanda vatan borcunun a\u015f\u0131lmaz bur\u00e7lar\u0131\u2026 \u00c7epe\u00e7evre ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ruhla, dimdik ayakta kalma \u00e7abas\u0131nday\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Burada ac\u0131 hepimizin ac\u0131s\u0131, sevin\u00e7 hepimizin sevinci. Ahmet\u2019in sevdi\u011fi ba\u015fkas\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f. T\u00fcm ko\u011fu\u015f teselli etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k fakat ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n tesellisi yokmu\u015f, hepimiz anlad\u0131k. Anas\u0131 babas\u0131 yoktu Ahmet\u2019in, bir de yars\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131 Mevla. Ku\u015f gibi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 kollar\u0131m\u0131zda; ka\u00e7 gece uykusuz kald\u0131 a\u011flamaktan kimsesiz Ahmet. G\u00fcnlerce yazd\u0131, b\u0131kmadan usanmadan yazd\u0131. Kimsesizdi, kime ne yazard\u0131?<\/p>\n
\u201e\u0130nsan insanla yo\u011furulur, imtihan bu, sabret,\u201c dedim. A\u011flarken ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 koydu\u011fu omuzum, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yamad\u0131; sanki Ahmet de\u011fil, yer g\u00f6k sars\u0131ld\u0131. Cebinden bir mektup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p uzatt\u0131 sessizce. Emanet ba\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcndedir bizde; dolab\u0131ma koydum kimseler el s\u00fcrmesin diye.<\/p>\n
Buralar kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k demi\u015ftim ya hani, s\u0131k s\u0131k \u00e7at\u0131\u015fman\u0131n i\u00e7inde buluyoruz kendimizi. Geri p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt\u00fcyoruz \u00e7o\u011funda ama son \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmam\u0131z hepimizi topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc adeta. Yaral\u0131ya ko\u015fan arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n m\u00fcbarek ba\u015f\u0131, \u015fehadete y\u00fcr\u00fcmek i\u00e7in yola \u00e7\u0131kan ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dibine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ahmet \u015fehit oldu, Ahmet \u015fehit oldu\u2026<\/p>\n
G\u00f6k yar\u0131ld\u0131, k\u0131yamet koptu o an. Hepimiz ci\u011ferimiz patlarcas\u0131na bir nida savurduk. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z nefes, b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi ci\u011ferimizi delip ge\u00e7ti sanki. Kimsesizlerin kimsesi, onun bu d\u00fcnyada boynu b\u00fck\u00fck kalmas\u0131na raz\u0131 olmad\u0131 demek ki; y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc \u015fehadete Ahmet.<\/p>\n
Ben terhis i\u00e7in g\u00fcn sayarken \u00f6m\u00fcrden neleri eksiltti\u011fimi, bana nelerin l\u00fctfedildi\u011fini bir kez daha anlad\u0131m. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n daim olsun sevdi\u011fim; sevilmek de l\u00fctufmu\u015f bu d\u00fcnya denen anlams\u0131z karma\u015fada. Sana Ahmet\u2019in bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tta yazan \u015fiiri de g\u00f6nderiyorum. Akl\u0131na geldik\u00e7e dualar\u0131nda onu kimsesiz b\u0131rakma.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn do\u011fumunun so\u011fuk bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k h\u00fczmesi gibi bedenimize i\u015fledi\u011fi sabah\u0131n nurunda, bitmek t\u00fckenmek bilmeyen bir \u00f6zlemle ve en sevgilinin selam\u0131yla selam eder, g\u00f6zlerinden \u00f6perim.<\/p>\n
Hasretinle yetimli\u011fi bilen Ali\u2019n.<\/p>\n
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\u015eafak g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc art\u0131k, ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti geldi,<\/p>\n
Kalbine umudunu ekip \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
Bitmez zannetti\u011fimiz diken dolu bir yoldu,<\/p>\n
Dokunup ac\u0131tmas\u0131n, s\u00f6k\u00fcp \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Ganimetmi\u015f asl\u0131nda o uykusuz geceler,<\/p>\n
\u0130nce s\u0131z\u0131, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 ve esrarengiz niceler.<\/p>\n
Pe\u015finden ilmek ilmek s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e heceler,<\/p>\n
Mazimin mateminden ak\u0131p \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Y\u0131kmaz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m keder ipimi \u00e7ekti bug\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
Ne s\u00fck\u00fbtuna ermek ne de anlatmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Dokunma, yaralayan yaralar\u0131mdan \u00fcst\u00fcn;<\/p>\n
Benim gibi \u00e7aresiz bak\u0131p \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Bir s\u00fcng\u00fcn\u00fcn ucunda yitirdim \u015fuurumu,<\/p>\n
Delik de\u015fik ettiler bir avu\u00e7 s\u00fcrurumu.<\/p>\n
Post diye pervas\u0131zca \u00e7i\u011fnenen onurumu,<\/p>\n
\u00c7amurlu ayaklardan \u00e7ekip \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Bu sava\u015fta kazanan hi\u00e7 kimse yokmu\u015f me\u011fer,<\/p>\n
Zafer sarho\u015flu\u011funda kana boyand\u0131 seher.<\/p>\n
Sol yan\u0131ma fel\u00e7 indi, bu gazilikse e\u011fer,<\/p>\n
Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme tak\u0131p \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Elveda a\u011f\u0131r geldi, gayr\u0131 dinmez k\u00f6r s\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015f kanad\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kara yaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Senden son dile\u011fimdir, kimseye ge\u00e7mez naz\u0131m;<\/p>\n
Son kur\u015funu kafama s\u0131k\u0131p \u00f6yle git devrem.<\/p>\n
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Kimsesiz Ahmet<\/p>\n
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