Kavu\u015fmak bir g\u00fcnd\u00fcz heyecan\u0131, bir bahar na\u011fmesi, kocaman bir umudu insan\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7inde y\u0131llarca aray\u0131p dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek…<\/p>\n
Bir umman\u0131n nihayetini merak etti\u011finde, buldu\u011fun bir yunus bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 belki. R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n deli deli eserken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses\u2026 Dalgalar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7arparken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 o muazzam yay\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131… Vapurun k\u0131y\u0131ya yana\u015f\u0131rken lastiklere \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131… Her \u015fey bir \u015feye kavu\u015fuyor. Her \u00e2\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir ma\u015fuku var. Her mevc\u00fbdun t\u0131pat\u0131p uydu\u011fu bir par\u00e7as\u0131 var. Yar\u0131m de\u011fil hi\u00e7bir \u015fey, tek de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015fman\u0131n kimyas\u0131 zor, h\u00e2li geni\u015f… Hele ki bir tarihin izini koval\u0131yorsa ve hele ki \u00e2\u015f\u0131ktan ma\u015fukunaysa… Ya da evlattan ebeveyne… Takvim yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n her g\u00fcn birer birer ayn\u0131 heyecanla kopar\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131… Her ge\u00e7en saniyenin, dakikan\u0131n, g\u00fcn\u00fcn o g\u00fcne bir ad\u0131m daha g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissetmek… \u0130\u00e7inde hi\u00e7 bitmeyen, hatta gittik\u00e7e artan bir co\u015fku… \u00c7o\u011fu zaman neredeyim? Kimim? sorular\u0131n\u0131n unutuldu\u011fu… Bir kimya m\u0131d\u0131r bu? Bir bilinmezlik midir? Yoksa deli sa\u00e7mas\u0131 m\u0131? Bilenler bilir.<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015fmak, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n karde\u015fi… Ayr\u0131l\u0131k, gurbetin arkada\u015f\u0131… Gurbet, pasl\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fclleri bile eriten, yumu\u015fatan b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc bir iksir gibi. Bir tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, akraban\u0131z normalde d\u00fcmd\u00fcz biriyken, gurbete \u00e7\u0131kar, biraz zaman ge\u00e7er, \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00fcn do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f laflar duyars\u0131n\u0131z a\u011fz\u0131ndan. Bakars\u0131n\u0131z duygusalla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, a\u011flamakl\u0131 olmu\u015f. Gurbetin yak\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ate\u015finden pay\u0131n\u0131 almayan var m\u0131d\u0131r? Gidene mi zordur, kalana m\u0131 derler ya… Gurbet, b\u00f6ylesi bir ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcreklere kor gibi b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, ikisine de zordur. Hem giden gurbettedir hem de kalan…<\/p>\n
Hasretin panzehiri vuslatt\u0131r. Ayr\u0131l\u0131k, kavu\u015ftu\u011funda biter. G\u00fcnler g\u00fcnleri kovalam\u0131\u015f, o tarih gelmi\u015f ve kavu\u015fulmu\u015ftur i\u015fte… Hasrete dair ne varsa ya \u015fiir dizelerinde ya kalemin m\u00fcrekkebinde ya da ebru ciltli defterlerde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Hasretin s\u00f6yletti\u011fi dizeler, sevdi\u011fine kavu\u015funca susar. Film\/dizi ba\u015frolleri bile, birbirine kavu\u015funca film\/dizi biter. Kavu\u015fmak, hasreti dindirir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Onca zaman \u00e7ekilen s\u0131z\u0131 biter, yaraya merhem s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcr, hastal\u0131k s\u00fck\u00fbna erer. Bu mutmain olmu\u015flu\u011fun \u00fcst\u00fcne s\u00f6ylenecek her \u015fey, yap\u0131lacak, yaz\u0131lacak her kare zuld\u00fcr. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kavu\u015famayanlar\u0131n ne s\u00f6z\u00fc biter ne m\u0131sras\u0131 ne de dizesi…<\/p>\n
Kavu\u015famamak deyince… Kendisine a\u015f\u0131k olan T\u00fcrkmen k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n, daha a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyemeden huzurunda y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131p kalmas\u0131 \u00fczerine, b\u00fcy\u00fck h\u00fcnk\u00e2r Yavuz Sultan Selim\u2019in o k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131za yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 dizesini hat\u0131rlamamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc?<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015e\u00eerler pen\u00e7e-i kahr\u0131mda olurken lerz\u00e2n<\/p>\n
Beni bir g\u00f6zleri \u00e2h\u00fbya zeb\u00fbn etdi felek..\u201d<\/p>\n
Allah, c\u00fcmlesine rahmet eyleye…<\/p>\n
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Kavu\u015fmak bir g\u00fcnd\u00fcz heyecan\u0131, bir bahar na\u011fmesi, kocaman bir umudu insan\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7inde y\u0131llarca aray\u0131p dola\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek… Bir umman\u0131n nihayetini merak etti\u011finde, buldu\u011fun bir yunus bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 belki. R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n deli deli eserken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses\u2026 Dalgalar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7arparken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 o muazzam yay\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131… Vapurun k\u0131y\u0131ya yana\u015f\u0131rken lastiklere \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131… Her \u015fey bir \u015feye kavu\u015fuyor. Her \u00e2\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir ma\u015fuku…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":17016,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[294,145,144,168],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16982","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aralik25","category-dusunce","category-edeb","category-havva-kucuk-konur","category-294","category-145","category-144","category-168","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/1765018107965-scaled.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16982"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16982"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16982\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16983,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16982\/revisions\/16983"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17016"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16982"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16982"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16982"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}