Sustu\u011fumuz ama bizi derinden yaralayan o kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey var ki \u015fu hayatta…Belki bir\u00e7ok \u015feye de\u011fmiyor ama insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7inde \u00fczmeye, zehirlemeye yetiyor… Neticesi bir s\u00fcr\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kirlili\u011fi, yitik zamanlar ve i\u00e7imizde kaybolup giden insanlar silsilesi…<\/p>\n
Eskisi kadar kafama takmasam da baz\u0131 \u015feyleri, bazen yine de i\u00e7imin almad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhumun kabullenmedi\u011fi haks\u0131zl\u0131klar yakam\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131yor.Hak ettiklerimle vazge\u00e7tiklerimi ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda fark ettim ki; elek alt\u0131nda ne de \u00e7ok gereksiz \u00e7aba ve \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc biriktirmi\u015fim hi\u00e7 de\u011fmeyen… Bize t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 reva g\u00f6renler rahat y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor, g\u00f6remez. Oysa git bak kabir \u00e2lemine: Herkes ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 ve zifiri karanl\u0131kta yat\u0131yor. Vaktinde b\u00fcy\u00fcklenenler, oyun d\u00fczenbazl\u0131k i\u00e7inde \u00f6m\u00fcr t\u00fcketenler vakti bitince ayaklar alt\u0131nda yat\u0131yor… Havas\u0131z, yemeksiz, i\u00e7meksiz, sessiz sedas\u0131z, elbette yapayaln\u0131z…Bir zamanlar yeri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc inletenler, hatta h\u00fckmedenler art\u0131k g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz ve iddias\u0131z kendi h\u00fckm\u00fcn\u00fc bekliyor. Zulmetmi\u015f zorba, iddial\u0131 ve pervas\u0131z ki\u015fi \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f ve beddual\u0131 yat\u0131yor; \u00f6yle aciz, \u00f6yle yard\u0131ms\u0131z… Yiyip i\u00e7ip bolluk i\u00e7inde b\u00f6b\u00fcrlenenleri de g\u00f6rd\u00fcm; \u00f6ylece yorgans\u0131z, yast\u0131ks\u0131z ta\u015fa koymu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131… G\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00fcrperdim:<\/p>\n
Zengin fakirin yan\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
Karun dilencinin ba\u011fr\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
T\u00fcccar y\u0131lan yuvas\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
Zalim ile mazlum ayn\u0131 s\u0131rada,<\/p>\n
Dost, d\u00fc\u015fman, tan\u0131d\u0131k tan\u0131mad\u0131k yan yana bekliyordu derin kabirde…<\/p>\n
S\u00fcrekli emirler ya\u011fd\u0131ran h\u00fck\u00fcmdarlar,<\/p>\n
G\u00fczelli\u011fi ile g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131ran gen\u00e7ler vard\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle umursamaz, \u00f6yle sessiz, k\u0131p\u0131rdamadan kar\u0131ncalara yem olmu\u015flard\u0131…<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck imtihan\u0131 ve hesab\u0131 en zor verilen g\u00fcnah\u0131 \u015f\u00fcphesiz iddias\u0131ndad\u0131r ve her iddia ispata muhta\u00e7t\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Vakti gelir, herkes iddias\u0131ndan hesaba \u00e7ekilir.<\/p>\n
Kim kendini dev aynas\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcrse ‘itibar\u0131’ zerre olana dek k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fkas\u0131nda kusur bulan, hakka giren, zulmeden, kand\u0131ran her kimse kendisi de ayn\u0131 kusura r\u00e2m olur.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ve ahiretin kanunlar\u0131 elbet g\u00fcn gelecek yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden kalk\u0131p hesap soracak.<\/p>\n
Bu devran hep b\u00f6yle s\u00fcr\u00fcp gitmez ki…<\/p>\n
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Sustu\u011fumuz ama bizi derinden yaralayan o kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey var ki \u015fu hayatta…Belki bir\u00e7ok \u015feye de\u011fmiyor ama insan\u0131 kendi i\u00e7inde \u00fczmeye, zehirlemeye yetiyor… Neticesi bir s\u00fcr\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kirlili\u011fi, yitik zamanlar ve i\u00e7imizde kaybolup giden insanlar silsilesi… Eskisi kadar kafama takmasam da baz\u0131 \u015feyleri, bazen yine de i\u00e7imin almad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhumun kabullenmedi\u011fi haks\u0131zl\u0131klar yakam\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131yor.Hak ettiklerimle vazge\u00e7tiklerimi…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16966,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,144,293,211],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16946","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-edeb","category-kasim2025","category-mine-gulsen","category-145","category-144","category-293","category-211","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t