Defalarca gitti\u011fin ama b\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yol\u2026 Her seferinde aya\u011f\u0131na batan dikenleri \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, yeniden yeniden bast\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir \u015feye, hi\u00e7 kimseye ald\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve i\u00e7inde doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famaya devam etti\u011fin iklim\u2026 Zihninde gezen hayaline, y\u00fcre\u011finde yanan kor her eklendi\u011finde, bir kat daha harlanan o ate\u015f\u2026 A\u015fk\u2026<\/p>\n
Binbir t\u00fcrl\u00fc labirent\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde farkl\u0131 muhayyileler, de\u011fi\u015fik kap\u0131lar ve \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fin\/\u00f6\u011freten onca \u015fey\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inden s\u00f6k\u00fcn eden her duygunun, bir \u015fekilde kanal\u0131n\u0131 bulup mecras\u0131na akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcmbit, zengin, tatl\u0131 kaynak suyu\u2026 Seslerin, soluklar\u0131n, hatta cisimlerin anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi\u011fi, mesafelerin kayboldu\u011fu yolculuk\u2026 Sera\u2019dan S\u00fcreyya\u2019ya her \u015feyin yeniden ke\u015ffedildi\u011fi, tatl\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir umman\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde her daim esen o deli r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u2026 S\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 binden bire indirdi\u011fin, ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ve hadisat\u0131n bo\u011fucu atmosferini y\u00fcre\u011finde hi\u00e7 hissetmedi\u011fin bir diyar\u2026 Ac\u0131kmak, susamak, uyumak gibi al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n sekteye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, hi\u00e7bir ac\u0131, keder ve yoksunluk ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o ulvi zaman dilimleri\u2026 Tekrar tekrar hat\u0131rlamaktan keyif ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n, her tahatturunda simanda olu\u015fan g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeye mani olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n, de\u011fi\u015fik h\u00e2llerin enmuzeci\u2026<\/p>\n
Araya mesafeler girer, a\u015fk\u0131na hasretin g\u00f6lgesi d\u00fc\u015fer. Bulutlan\u0131r, mahzunla\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7indeki a\u015fk\u0131nla a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ek, bir anda hazana d\u00f6ner, yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6kersin. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn g\u00fclmez, meyve vermez olursun. Sevdan\u0131n her cevrine tahamm\u00fcl gerek demi\u015f \u015fair. Her cevrine tahamm\u00fcl\u2026 Kabil midir? Ta\u015f\u0131yabilir misin, ta\u015f\u0131nabilir mi onca y\u00fck? Herkesin k\u00e2r\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r? Fuz\u00fbl\u00ee: \u201eBende Mecnun\u2019dan f\u00fcz\u00fbn \u00e2\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k istid\u00e2d\u0131 var \/ \u00c2\u015f\u0131k-\u0131 s\u00e2d\u0131k benim, Mecnun\u2019un ancak ad\u0131 var.\u201c Derken, b\u00f6ylesi bir y\u00fckten mi bahsediyor acaba? Ya da y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yan ba\u015fkas\u0131, ad\u0131 an\u0131lan ba\u015fkas\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r \u00e2\u015f\u0131kl\u0131kta? Her ne olursa olsun, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yer ayn\u0131 oluyor gibi\u2026 A\u015fk, her ba\u011fr\u0131 yan\u0131\u011f\u0131n harc\u0131 de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n
Hep b\u00f6yle midir, hep g\u00fczel midir her \u015fey? Hi\u00e7 yan\u0131ltmaz m\u0131, b\u0131rakmaz m\u0131, terk etmez mi bizi bu haller? B\u0131rak\u0131r elbette. Hangi h\u00e2l s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f sonsuza dek, de\u011fil mi? \u0130\u00e7inde s\u00fck\u00fbn bulunan, mavera yama\u00e7lar\u0131na kanatland\u0131ran, d\u00fcnyevi buudun \u00e7ok \u00f6tesinde, kalplere, zihinlere nak\u015folan a\u015fk, sahibini al\u0131r, evc-i \u00e2l\u00e2ya u\u00e7urur. \u00c2\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7ekilirken d\u00fcnya, o \u00e7ok daha ulvi \u00e2lemlerin, ruhani katmanlar\u0131n \u00fczerindedir. Gerisi?… Nasibine kalm\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
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Defalarca gitti\u011fin ama b\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yol\u2026 Her seferinde aya\u011f\u0131na batan dikenleri \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p, yeniden yeniden bast\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir \u015feye, hi\u00e7 kimseye ald\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve i\u00e7inde doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famaya devam etti\u011fin iklim\u2026 Zihninde gezen hayaline, y\u00fcre\u011finde yanan kor her eklendi\u011finde, bir kat daha harlanan o ate\u015f\u2026 A\u015fk\u2026 Binbir t\u00fcrl\u00fc labirent\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde farkl\u0131 muhayyileler, de\u011fi\u015fik kap\u0131lar ve \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fin\/\u00f6\u011freten onca \u015fey\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inden…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16965,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,144,168,293],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16944","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-edeb","category-havva-kucuk-konur","category-kasim2025","category-145","category-144","category-168","category-293","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/1761972456637-e1762189689406.png","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16944"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16944"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16944\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16945,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16944\/revisions\/16945"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16944"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16944"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16944"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}