{"id":16896,"date":"2025-10-12T19:21:12","date_gmt":"2025-10-12T16:21:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/?p=16896"},"modified":"2025-10-12T19:26:49","modified_gmt":"2025-10-12T16:26:49","slug":"bir-aksamin-ardindan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/2025\/10\/12\/bir-aksamin-ardindan\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir Ak\u015fam\u0131n Ard\u0131ndan"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Derdine derman olduklar\u0131m, bir g\u00fcn bana dert olacakt\u0131r.. biliyorum..<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan yorulunca, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcnce d\u00fcnya kocaman bir nefes darl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oluyor..<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fcm diyorum ama kalbim bir gelincik kadar hassas..<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcnde ak\u015fam oldu,<\/p>\n<p>Her zaman nas\u0131lsak, bu ak\u015fam da \u00f6yleyiz i\u015fte,<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131kk\u0131n, kalbimiz darg\u0131n..<\/p>\n<p>Duda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f zoraki g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemi\u015fim komik say\u0131lan ne var ise..<\/p>\n<p>Bir ses kula\u011f\u0131ma &#8220;yapabilirsin&#8221; diyor<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imdeki ses &#8221; yorgunum, y\u0131lg\u0131n\u0131m&#8221; diyor..<\/p>\n<p>Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar ba\u015fka, vedala\u015ftklar\u0131m ise bamba\u015fka..<\/p>\n<p>Sahi neydi sizi bu denli de\u011fi\u015ftiren..!?<\/p>\n<p>Ne umdum, ne buldum..<\/p>\n<p>Bulduklar\u0131m umduklar\u0131m m\u0131yd\u0131 acaba..<\/p>\n<p>Eri\u015ftim mi acaba baharlara,<\/p>\n<p>Vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m yollar kopan f\u0131rt\u0131nalara de\u011fmeliydi..<\/p>\n<p>Peki de\u011fdimi atlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m f\u0131rt\u0131nalara.?!<\/p>\n<p>Akl\u0131mdakiler, ruhumdakiler ayn\u0131 ile baki ama<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k ne zaman ayn\u0131 zaman,<\/p>\n<p>Ne mek\u00e2n ayn\u0131 mek\u00e2n..<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k ne ben eski ben,<\/p>\n<p>Ne siz g\u00f6z\u00fcmde ayn\u0131..!<\/p>\n<p>Bakmak g\u00f6receli bir kavram..<\/p>\n<p>Bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 bir s\u00fcre sonra de\u011fi\u015fiyor insan\u0131n..<\/p>\n<p>Bazen eskisi gibi bakm\u0131yorsun<\/p>\n<p>Bazen bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n eskisi gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor<\/p>\n<p>Bazen g\u00f6rmemen gereken \u015feyleri g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun<\/p>\n<p>Bazen \u00f6n\u00fcnde de olsa g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsun<\/p>\n<p>Bazen hi\u00e7birini g\u00f6rmek istemiyorsun<\/p>\n<p>Bazen de hepsini ar\u0131yorsun..<\/p>\n<p>Kimse kimseyi anlam\u0131yor diyorlar ya,<\/p>\n<p>Yalan.. herkes herkesi, herkes her\u015feyi anl\u0131yor..<\/p>\n<p>Herkes, anlamak istedi\u011fini anl\u0131yor,<\/p>\n<p>Gerisi anlasa da anlam\u0131yor..<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015famak denir buna,<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya hali i\u015fte..<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Derdine derman olduklar\u0131m, bir g\u00fcn bana dert olacakt\u0131r.. biliyorum.. \u0130nsan yorulunca, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcnce d\u00fcnya kocaman bir nefes darl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oluyor.. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcy\u00fcm diyorum ama kalbim bir gelincik kadar hassas.. Bu g\u00fcnde ak\u015fam oldu, Her zaman nas\u0131lsak, bu ak\u015fam da \u00f6yleyiz i\u015fte, Can\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131kk\u0131n, kalbimiz darg\u0131n.. Duda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f zoraki g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemi\u015fim komik say\u0131lan ne var ise.. Bir ses kula\u011f\u0131ma &#8220;yapabilirsin&#8221;&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16919,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[144,292,211,146,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16896","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-edeb","category-ekim25","category-mine-gulsen","category-siir","category-yazarlar","category-144","category-292","category-211","category-146","category-4","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/1531764.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16896"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16896"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16896\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16897,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16896\/revisions\/16897"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16919"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16896"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16896"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16896"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}