Terkedilmi\u015f bir \u00f6yk\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015fkahraman\u0131 olarak duruyorum kar\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fcm bela kokulu<\/p>\n
Nefesim intihar\u2026<\/p>\n
Ba\u011fr\u0131na saplansam<\/p>\n
Koyu bir hicr\u00e2n f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131r oluk oluk<\/p>\n
Dolunca g\u00f6zlerin<\/p>\n
Ta\u015f\u0131rma sak\u0131n i\u00e7inden i\u00e7imi!<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerden de\u011fiyorum sona<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
Bir oyunun tam ortas\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Kand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocuk<\/p>\n
Eline tutu\u015fturulan koku\u015fmu\u015f vaatler<\/p>\n
Ve perde arkas\u0131 ihanet\u2026<\/p>\n
Madara olurken c\u00fcmle \u00e2leme<\/p>\n
A\u015fka d\u00fc\u015fe kahroldum her sahte alk\u0131\u015fta.<\/p>\n
Ne varsa bir kahramana yak\u0131\u015fan<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsledim hi\u00e7 \u00e7ekinmeden<\/p>\n
K\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n
D\u00f6kt\u00fcm<\/p>\n
Da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131m<\/p>\n
Da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
Oysa \u015fimdi<\/p>\n
Ne da\u011f\u0131lacak derdim<\/p>\n
Ne de da\u011f\u0131tacak derman\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
Bu oyun a\u011f\u0131r bana<\/p>\n
Bense bu oyuna<\/p>\n
Yoruldum\u2026<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
Ku\u011fular\u0131 seyretmeye gidecektik hani<\/p>\n
Berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda h\u00fczn\u00fc<\/p>\n
Dinginli\u011finde m\u00e2sumiyeti\u2026<\/p>\n
Griye \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f bu kente inat<\/p>\n
Ahenge dalarken g\u00f6zler<\/p>\n
Bulu\u015facakt\u0131 ayn\u0131 anda \u00fcrkek s\u00f6zler:<\/p>\n
\u201cEz te hezd\u0131k\u0131m\u201d<\/p>\n
Lakin g\u00f6zler \u00e7ok geldi<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zler a\u011f\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n
Belki a\u015fk,susmakt\u0131 biteviye<\/p>\n
Susup donmakt\u0131 \u00f6lesiye<\/p>\n
Korkmuyorum art\u0131k sus\/a\/maktan<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm d\u00fczeni yak\u0131p y\u0131ksa da<\/p>\n
Hayk\u0131r\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
U\u00e7urumvari bo\u015fluklarday\u0131m \u015fimdi<\/p>\n
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc mavili\u011finde umutlar \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken beynime<\/p>\n
\u00dcrk\u00fctm\u00fcyor art\u0131k ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ak\u0131lmak<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum de\u011fmeden hi\u00e7bir \u015feye.<\/p>\n
M\u00fcstehzi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnle:<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u015fk tekildir,\u00e7o\u011faltmamal\u0131 daha fazla\u201d deyi\u015fin<\/p>\n
Zonkluyor hala g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn kafesinde.<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7bir dilde anlamay\u0131\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n
M\u00e2sum bir duyguyu<\/p>\n
Ayaklar alt\u0131na al\u0131p h\u0131rpalay\u0131\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n
Ve at\u0131lan her ad\u0131mda korkak\u00e7a ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n
Utand\u0131r\u0131yor beni sefil halinden.<\/p>\n
Biliyorum\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u00fcbrem bir cezayd\u0131 asl\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Sanad\u0131r sanma!<\/p>\n
K\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u0130yice bunam\u0131\u015f ruhuma.<\/p>\n
H\u00fckm\u00fcm\u00fc giydim\u2026<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6l\u00fcm sabah\u0131<\/p>\n
Hen\u00fcz uyanmam\u0131\u015fken kanayan ya\u015famalar<\/p>\n
Usulca s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131yorum \u00f6yk\u00fcnden<\/p>\n
Daha yaln\u0131z bir \u015fiir al\u0131yorum i\u00e7ime.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki b\u00fckl\u00fcm etse de a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n
An\u0131lar\u0131 bozdurup<\/p>\n
Dindiriyorum kan kusan sanc\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bozk\u0131r k\u0131ra\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Nice k\u0131tl\u0131klarla bo\u011fu\u015fup<\/p>\n
Telef olurken d\u00fc\u015flerim<\/p>\n
Avu\u00e7 a\u00e7madan mahsulunden bir tutam art\u0131\u011fa<\/p>\n
Taze bir umut biriktirdim ruhumun k\u00fcflenmi\u015f ambar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Stoklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcn karas\u0131 s\u00f6zleri yak\u0131yorum bir bir<\/p>\n
Cay\u0131r cay\u0131r bir yang\u0131n sarsa da g\u00f6vdeni<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7 hortum g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrebilir ki bu \u00f6fkeyi?<\/p>\n
Kim kurtar\u0131r rezil niyetini?<\/p>\n
\u0130hanet bo\u015flu\u011fundan sark\u0131t\u0131p hasreti<\/p>\n
G\u00fccenmeden hi\u00e7bir sona<\/p>\n
Deliren yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan at kendini.<\/p>\n
Bak!<\/p>\n
Bi\u00e7imsiz bir kefen diktim sana<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok gelse de \u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n
D\/\u00f6v\u00fcn\u00fcp sak\u0131n inkara s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma!<\/p>\n
\u201cHer nefis tadacakt\u0131r\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
Sana bir \u00f6m\u00fcr tela\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n
Bir de k\u0131z\u0131lc\u0131k k\u0131yamet b\u0131rak\u0131yorum<\/p>\n
Mah\u015fer sessizli\u011finden soyunurken sesim<\/p>\n
M\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u00fcm dualar\u0131 son kez yinele.<\/p>\n
Depre\u015fti\u011finde korkular<\/p>\n
Kabarm\u0131\u015f defterine bo\u015funa k\u00e2tip arama!<\/p>\n
Hesapt\u0131r bu<\/p>\n
\u015ea\u015fmaz mizan\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne bir eksik<\/p>\n
Ne bir fazla<\/p>\n
\u015eahittir y\u00fcre\u011fim\u2026<\/p>\n
Ho\u015f\u00e7akal Ser\u00e2!<\/p>\n
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