Bey-t\u00e2-h\u00e2 ki, ma\u011frurlan\u0131r insan! Be hey, es ge\u00e7 sen, her \u015feyden! Mahviyet saray\u0131ndaki zenginlik kadar ikinci bir bereket evi bulabilmi\u015fler mi ki?!<\/p>\n
Toprak gibi savrulmak, su gibi akmak, r\u00fczg\u00e2r gibi u\u00e7mak, ate\u015f gibi yak\u0131lmak m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Sen se\u00e7!<\/p>\n
Ne S\u00fcnn\u00eeyim ne de \u015eia! Keh\u00e2netlere konu ve harplere sebep olmu\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131k f\u0131rkalar\u0131n\u0131n hepsine isyan bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekenin t\u00e2 kendisiyim! E\u015fhas\u2019tan uza\u011f\u0131m! M\u00fccadelem al\u00e7ak fikirleredir!<\/p>\n
\u201cNe mutlu h\u00fcrriyet sahiplerine!\u201d dedim. Anlam\u0131yor musun? Salla gitsin \u0131v\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ve z\u0131v\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan gibi\u2026 Ne \u00e7ok! Ne az! Fark\u0131nday\u0131m ki, \u015eeytan kurnaz! An be an f\u0131s\u0131ldans\u0131n hakikat, ruhuma! Dedim, k\u0131y\u0131l\u0131rken c\u00fcmlelerime! Dokunmadan virg\u00fcl\u00fcne ve noktas\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m bizleri kendimizden kurtulmaya muvaffak eyle!\u201d derim Roma\u2019n\u0131n \u015fimdiki reisi Papa hazretleri gibi!<\/p>\n
\u0130ster dinle! \u0130ster ba\u011fnazl\u0131k et!<\/p>\n
Tercih senin!<\/p>\n
Ey,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fcn de ne g\u00f6rd\u00fcn? Sanki hayat\u0131n gazab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn!?<\/p>\n
A\u015fk\u2019a tapan serserilerden oldu\u011fumu sansan da yan\u0131yorum!<\/p>\n
A be sen k\u00f6r m\u00fcyd\u00fcn?<\/p>\n
Te\u015fneyim hakikate!<\/p>\n
Ocak ocak!<\/p>\n
S\u00f6ylesene sen, ne g\u00f6rd\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n
Ahh oooffff\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nsan aldan\u0131r!\u201d der yerin ve g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn Kitab\u0131!<\/p>\n
Be\u015fer g\u00f6z\u00fc k\u00f6r!<\/p>\n
G\u00e2fildir yarat\u0131lan!<\/p>\n
Hakikat nedir? Nerededir?<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi iyi s\u00f6zler s\u00f6ylese de uluslararas\u0131 hallerde sab\u0131rs\u0131z davran\u0131yor olabilir. Niyetinden dolay\u0131 olmasa da sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 baz\u0131 yerlerde yere indiriliyor!<\/p>\n
Mert! S\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6z, \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z! D\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn havas\u0131, ilimlerin evliyas\u0131, gariplerin berd-i berd\u00e2 hakikat duas\u0131! \u00c2lem ne derse desin! O, ilmin deryas\u0131!<\/p>\n
Her c\u00e2hilden \u00f6\u011fretiyi sak\u0131nmak do\u011fru de\u011fildir! \u201cHer yerde, her do\u011fru s\u00f6ylenmez\u201d deniyorsa\u2026 Her do\u011fru, her an do\u011fru olmayabilir! Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn do\u011frusu d\u00fcn\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 olabilir! Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn yan\u0131lg\u0131s\u0131 yar\u0131n\u0131n hakikati olabilece\u011fi gibi\u2026<\/p>\n
Vaktin ruhu ile uyu\u015fmayan fikirler rahats\u0131zl\u0131klar meydana getirebilir\u2026 Belki de felaketler\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne ya\u011fdan ho\u015flan\u0131r\u0131m ne de bala bal katanlardan! Zaman dehlizinde yok olmu\u015f hicranl\u0131 bir sesim ben! \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011flarcas\u0131nad\u0131r! Sessizlikte seslendim kendime, y\u0131llar y\u0131l\u0131!<\/p>\n
Muh\u00e2tab\u0131 kendinden menkul\u2026 Sadece bendim!<\/p>\n
Ne bir hocan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda bekledim, ne de dervi\u015f zannedilenin huzurunda e\u011fildim\u2026 Dilencili\u011fim O Tanr\u0131\u2019yad\u0131r ki, \u201cmanz\u00fbr\u201d dedikleri hedefim..!<\/p>\n
\u201cBiz, Allah\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131y\u0131z!\u201d derler\u2026<\/p>\n
Git ba\u015f\u0131mdan man kafa! Sen ci\u011ferimden cebren s\u00f6k\u00fcleni anlayamazs\u0131n! \u00c7a\u011flar\u0131 atlam\u0131\u015flara kitaben a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m\u2026 H\u00fcseyn\u00eeler diz \u00e7\u00f6kerler\u2026 Okurken\u2026<\/p>\n
Def ol git! \u201cDesinlercilik\u201dten uza\u011f\u0131m\u2026 Beni kendinle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma!<\/p>\n
Yery\u00fcz\u00fc dile\u011fim iman! \u0130man\u0131 nispetinde mutlu olmu\u015f insan! \u0130nk\u00e2r m\u0131 edecekler, el\u2019an?<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00f6nemlerde fikirlerim darmada\u011f\u0131n. H\u00e2lin kurban\u0131 m\u0131y\u0131m? Daldan dala atlayarak \u201cyazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131(!)\u201d zannederim. Bazen\u2026 C\u00fcmlelerimi keserim\u2026 Bazen kelimeleri yerlerinden ederim\u2026<\/p>\n
Huzuru sahiden bor\u00e7lu oldu\u011fum dost, do\u011fru s\u00f6zlerimden al\u0131r\u0131m! Al\u0131r\u0131m da yine ben feryat ederim\u2026 A\u011flamaz h\u00e2le gelse g\u00f6zlerim, Aliyyen Kerbel\u00e2 inlerim! Zira \u015f\u00fckredemez kemterin tekiyim!<\/p>\n
Mez\u00e2r-\u0131 \u015eerif cehennemim bombalan\u0131r! Afgan y\u00fcre\u011fim m\u00fcnac\u00e2t-\u0131 mer\u00e2 ya\u011fmalan\u0131r! Derde deva k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r! Yak\u00eenimdir ayne\u2019l-yak\u00een mersiyeler! Bitecek gibi de\u011filler eziyetler..!<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan gaddarca ac\u0131lar \u00e7eker de kaskat\u0131 kat\u0131la\u015f\u0131r\u2026 F\u00e2niye ac\u0131yamaz olur! Eyvallah etmez canl\u0131ya ve Tanr\u0131\u2019s\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n
Bilginler s\u00f6ylesinler! Z\u00e2lim kimdir?<\/p>\n
Meccarca ac\u0131lar g\u00f6renin isyan\u0131 m\u0131, yoksa tarihe put olmu\u015f hezeyan\u0131 m\u0131, evl\u00e2d\u0131r?<\/p>\n
Zorla imama uyanlardan de\u011filim! Hele hele rahiplere feda olanlardan hi\u00e7 de\u011filim!<\/p>\n
K\u00f6rl\u00fckten Allah\u2019a s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m!<\/p>\n
Efd\u00e2lini sen se\u00e7! Yoruldum \u00e7aresizlikten! Yorgunum! K\u0131\u015f uykusuna ihtiyac\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
Hedefim vard\u0131, fakat dedim ya yorgunum\u2026<\/p>\n
Nihayetim ne h\u00e2l olacak? Korkular i\u00e7inde doluyum\u2026 Ne namaz k\u0131landan etkilendim ne de Allah\u2019a k\u00fcfredene ba\u011fland\u0131m! An\u0131lar\u0131m varm\u0131\u015f-yokmu\u015f\u2026 Bana ne! Ben Allah\u2019\u0131 arad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n
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Benim Allah\u2019\u0131m!<\/p>\n
Elin de\u011fmedi\u011fi, akl\u0131n bilemedi\u011fi, ruhun yeti\u015femedi\u011fi bir Allah\u2019\u0131m\u2026 celle celeluh\u00fb\u2026<\/p>\n
Allah\u2019\u0131 bana tarif etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n cehaletinden yine Allah\u2019a s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m!<\/p>\n
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Ey Rab!<\/p>\n
Ne Teb\u00e2reke\u2019ler, ne Yasin\u2019ler ne de Fetihler ile\u2026 Derlercesine bin defa! Bulamad\u0131m Seni! Dermans\u0131z\u0131m Ey harplere \u201cSulh\u201d bilinen! Bul beni! Neredesin?<\/p>\n
Bilmek isterim Seni! Yoksul ve yoksun\u2026 Zavall\u0131y\u0131m ben! Zenginli\u011fim Sen!<\/p>\n
M\u00fcflisim! Sen el-Ganiyyyyy!<\/p>\n
Tugay Mola<\/p>\n
15\/08\/2013<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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