Ne bileyim i\u015fte;
\nTers giden bir\u015feyler var,
\nYoluna koymam, toparlamam laz\u0131m diyorum.
\nAma nas\u0131l yap\u0131l\u0131r, ne yapmam gerekir,
\nBilmiyorum…<\/p>\n
Fezada kaybolmu\u015f gibiyim,
\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc kocamanm\u0131\u015f,
\n\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan tek ku\u015f benmi\u015fim, yorulmu\u015fum,
\nKonacak bir yerim bile yokmu\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imdeki yaln\u0131zl\u0131k,
\n\u0130nsandaki vefas\u0131zl\u0131k duygusunu ba\u015fka nas\u0131l anlat\u0131r\u0131m!
\nYolum a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n, ula\u015fay\u0131m,
\nYeti\u015feyim diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fa do\u011fru ko\u015fmu\u015fum da
\nSonunda duvara \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi bir his var i\u00e7imde.
\n\u0130\u00e7imde \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir huzursuzluk\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6lsem de kurtulsam diyorum bazen,
\nSonra bak\u0131yorum da \u00f6len de kurtulmuyor ki\u2026<\/p>\n
Mine G\u00fcl\u015fen<\/strong><\/p>\n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ne bileyim i\u015fte; Ters giden bir\u015feyler var, Yoluna koymam, toparlamam laz\u0131m diyorum. Ama nas\u0131l yap\u0131l\u0131r, ne yapmam gerekir, Bilmiyorum… Fezada kaybolmu\u015f gibiyim, G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc kocamanm\u0131\u015f, \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan tek ku\u015f benmi\u015fim, yorulmu\u015fum, Konacak bir yerim bile yokmu\u015f gibi. \u0130\u00e7imdeki yaln\u0131zl\u0131k, \u0130nsandaki vefas\u0131zl\u0131k duygusunu ba\u015fka nas\u0131l anlat\u0131r\u0131m! Yolum a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n, ula\u015fay\u0131m, Yeti\u015feyim diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fa do\u011fru ko\u015fmu\u015fum da Sonunda duvara \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015f\u0131m…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[211,281,146],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16745","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mine-gulsen","category-ocak-25","category-siir","category-211","category-281","category-146","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16745"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16745"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16745\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16746,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16745\/revisions\/16746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16745"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16745"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16745"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}