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Ey H\u00fcseyn\u00ee Hasan devlet! Ey Hasen\u00ee H\u00fcseyn devlet! Ey can mehabbet! Yaz\u0131lanalara bakmadan yaz\u0131ld\u0131(lar) sana! Ey himmet! Ey devlet..!<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnahlar\u0131ma bakmadan yazd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m mektuplarda g\u00f6n\u00fcl devletine ya\u011fd\u0131m. Belki k\u00fcf\u00fcrle ya\u011fd\u0131m. Ama Hak oldu\u011funu bilerek ya\u011fd\u0131m. K\u00fcfr\u00fcm\u00fc ancak senin hak devletin bilirdi. Kisr\u00e2lar y\u0131k\u0131lal\u0131 nice oldu…<\/p>\n
Gel g\u00f6r ki kisr\u00e2la\u015fm\u0131\u015f nefsim bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131na varamad\u0131. Her zaman iddia etti zannettiklerini. Bilen Allah\u2019t\u0131r (c.c) deyip \u00e7ekilseydim ke\u015fke! Nefsim bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc uslanmad\u0131. Benliktir benimkisi! Ene\u2019mi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc a\u015famad\u0131m. D\u00f6vene elsiz, s\u00f6vene dilsiz olamad\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Nefsimin rezaletine ra\u011fmen\/bin\u00e2en geldim. G\u00fcnahlar\u0131ma ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden geldi\u011fimi zannettim. O zann\u0131m sadece senin hak oldu\u011funun tasdik\u00e7esiydi. Tasdik edilemesem de ezel a\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131 sana yakmak istedim.<\/p>\n
Kalblerinizde bir mezar olsayd\u0131m bunu kendime \u015feref sayard\u0131m. Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc o cennet y\u00fczlerinize \u00e7evirme y\u00fcz\u00fcm yok. Varl\u0131k i\u00e7inde yoklanm\u0131\u015f olarak geldim her seferinde. G\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden, bilinmeden, sezilmeden,… Serseriyi bildiklerini \u00eem\u00e2 edenler beni asla tan\u0131yamazlar. Sen biliyorsun bendeni ey devlet!<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnahk\u00e2rlar\u0131n, z\u00e2limlerin.. hallerini ay\u00e2n-bey\u00e2n g\u00f6rensin. Merhametin ve l\u00fctfun olmasayd\u0131 ben ve benim gibiler nederlerdi? \u0130nsanl\u0131k \u00e2lemine a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fun irfanl\u0131k besteler, mirasl\u0131k hedefler her p\u00e2di\u015fah\u0131n k\u00e2r\u0131 de\u011fildir. Merhametin her \u00e2lemedir.<\/p>\n
Huzuru yak\u00eeninde bana fiilen g\u00f6z\u00fckmek nasip de\u011fildir. Bu halde olacaksam nasib olmas\u0131n da. Olmasa da \u00f6nemi yok. \u00d6yle bir\u015fey taleb etmekten uza\u011f\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 istemedim. G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m ve hatalar\u0131m buna her zaman engel (idi). \u0130yi ki engel! \u0130yi ki d\u00fcnya bucak g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na-iki y\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fcklerine ra\u011fmen kar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p-oturup senden iltifat bekleyen m\u00fcsvedde toplulu\u011fundan de\u011filim. Bundan dolay\u0131 Rabb\u2019ime (c.c) hamd ederim.<\/p>\n
Arada mesafeler olsa da g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ma ra\u011fmen g\u00f6n\u00fcl devletine gelmek istedim. Sessiz-s\u00f6zs\u00fcz. Harfsiz-bestesiz. L\u00e2 mekan gibi… L\u00e2 zaman gibi… Allah\u2019a (c.c) olan a\u015fk\u0131, mehabbeti, ub\u00fbduyeti, kurbiyyeti sende g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00e2 inan\u0131yorum ve her zaman inanaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Arada bir olsa da \u201cgeldim\u201d diyorum. Gelen-giden yok(tu)! Oldu\u011fum yerdeyim. O s\u0131ra da g\u00f6n\u00fcl da\u011farc\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan ge\u00e7enleri k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6k\u00fcyor(d)um. Binlerin dillerini, hasretlerini canland\u0131r\u0131yor(d)um. H\u00e2\u015fa canland\u0131ran ben de\u011filim. O arada g\u00f6n\u00fcl kafesimde canlananlard\u0131r beni canland\u0131ran. \u0130\u015fte o lahzalarda sana kar\u015f\u0131 konu\u015fmaya yeltenmi\u015fli\u011fimi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n
Benden kim? Devletine ula\u015fmak kime? Ooff! \u00c7ok uza\u011f\u0131m. Sen ne kadarda yak\u0131ns\u0131n ey Halil \u0130brahim berdu selam. Ey tarihin r\u00fcyas\u0131, \u00e2tinin y\u00fcksek karar\u0131…<\/p>\n
Merhametini dileniyorum. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015f ve duan\u0131 bende istiyorum. Baht\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015flere ve geride kalm\u0131\u015flarada dua ediniz. Hele hele yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcpte y\u00fczlerini senin g\u00f6n\u00fcl devletinden ba\u015fka bir yere \u00e7evirmeyenlere… Nolursun onlara duan misli misli olsun. Mislinin bin mislisi gibi olsun efendim…<\/p>\n
Bizler devletinde mi\u015fli mi\u015fli olsak da senin duan ve himmetin la zaman misli misli olsun. A\u00e7-susuz-yorgun-soygun-vurgun-k\u0131rg\u0131n serserilerede merhamet eden Ahirzaman padi\u015fah\u0131m\u0131zs\u0131n….<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyada ve ukbada en b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk Hz. Muhammed (s.a.v) i\u00e7in a\u015fklan\u0131p yarat\u0131ld\u0131. Canda \u00f6yle Allah .b) ki a\u015fk\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ondan tecelli etti. Nice b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk sultanlar\u0131 vard\u0131r ki hepsini bilip-bilmeden \u015fad ederiz. Bilhak. Ahirzamanda h\u00e2li haz\u0131rda g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc \u015fad eden\/edecek olan senin devletindir. O y\u00fczden-bu y\u00fczden yine kap\u0131nda havlad\u0131m… Affet beni… Yazan ben olsam da susand\u0131m. Ben, ben\u2019in her kelimesinden, her harfinden utanand\u0131m. C\u00fcretinden-k\u00fcstahl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 Allah\u2019a (c.c) s\u0131\u011f\u0131nand\u0131m ve senin devletinden \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyendim. Konu\u015fma hakk\u0131m yoktu. Yazma hakk\u0131 almaya yeltendim. H\u00fcd\u00e2 (c.c) beni affetsin. Sizde beni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Allah (c.c) seni can beytimizden ay\u0131rmas\u0131n…<\/p>\n
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Tugay Mola<\/span><\/p>\n 07.07.2008<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ey H\u00fcseyn\u00ee Hasan devlet! Ey Hasen\u00ee H\u00fcseyn devlet! Ey can mehabbet! Yaz\u0131lanalara bakmadan yaz\u0131ld\u0131(lar) sana! Ey himmet! Ey devlet..! G\u00fcnahlar\u0131ma bakmadan yazd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m mektuplarda g\u00f6n\u00fcl devletine ya\u011fd\u0131m. Belki k\u00fcf\u00fcrle ya\u011fd\u0131m. Ama Hak oldu\u011funu bilerek ya\u011fd\u0131m. K\u00fcfr\u00fcm\u00fc ancak senin hak devletin bilirdi. Kisr\u00e2lar y\u0131k\u0131lal\u0131 nice oldu… Gel g\u00f6r ki kisr\u00e2la\u015fm\u0131\u015f nefsim bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131na varamad\u0131.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16701,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[279,144,153],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16683","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aralik-24","category-edeb","category-tugaymola","category-279","category-144","category-153","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/tugay.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16683"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16683"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16683\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16730,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16683\/revisions\/16730"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16701"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16683"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16683"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16683"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}