Ben yab\u00e2n\u00ee, sen barr\u00e2n\u00ee.<\/p>\n
Hani var ya bir Harran\u00ee?<\/p>\n
\u0130brahim\u00ee.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdilerde zeval perdesinin ard\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
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Tanr\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131ma b\u00fclb\u00fcller geldi.<\/p>\n
O ba\u011f ki \u015fimdilerde h\u00e2ristan oldu…<\/p>\n
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Bir g\u00fcl\u00fcm kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bah\u00e7eb\u00e2n a\u011flad\u0131, g\u00fcller soldu.<\/p>\n
Bir gelirler.. bir de gidiverirler.<\/p>\n
Ses yok el-\u00e2n…<\/p>\n
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El-\u00e2n, her zaman…<\/p>\n
Derdime derm\u00e2n yoktur.<\/p>\n
Derdimden daha \u00e7ok derm\u00e2n.<\/p>\n
Dert olur ki bazen derman…<\/p>\n
Sen ki \u015fiirimin yaz\u0131lmayan beytinin son kafiyesi<\/p>\n
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Ben hen\u00fcz nih\u00e2yete erdirilmemi\u015f bir mersiyeyim<\/p>\n
Neredesin s\u00e2reb\u00e2n, ben ise h\u00e2reb\u00e2n.<\/p>\n
Ben sana tabib isem tabib o Allah et-Tab\u00eeb.<\/p>\n
Gelecekte ad\u0131na nice mersiyeler dizenim.<\/p>\n
Hab\u00eeb ki ne Hab\u00eeb, O Allah ki el-Hub!<\/p>\n
S\u00e2reban h\u00e2reband\u0131 zaten, h\u00e2li hepten t\u00fbr\u00e2n idi<\/p>\n
H\u00e2reb\u00e2n S\u00e2reb\u00e2nd\u0131.<\/p>\n
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S\u00e2reb\u00e2n inleyen bir n\u00e2\u011fme idi… H\u00e2reb\u00e2n ise inleten…<\/p>\n
Ah u z\u00e2r oldu, g\u00f6nl\u00fcne ah bilsen, heybetli g\u00fblniz\u00e2r oldu.<\/p>\n
Kehrib\u00e2r oldu.<\/p>\n
Oldu oldu, akt\u0131 akt\u0131, seyl \u00fc revan oldu.<\/p>\n
Mezar oldu.<\/p>\n
Devlety\u00e2r oldu.<\/p>\n
Himmetg\u00e2r oldu…<\/p>\n
Karanl\u0131\u011fa ayd\u0131nl\u0131k ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa karanl\u0131k oldu.<\/p>\n
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\u00d6ld\u00fc de \u00f6ld\u00fc… soldu da soldu… bundan bize ne?<\/p>\n
Doldurduk\u00e7a doldurdu, dopdolu dertlerini k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara<\/p>\n
An\u0131tla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a tan\u0131kla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Fehmettik\u00e7e de gerisin geri \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n
Sonra bir de bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n;<\/p>\n
Sareban Hareban \u00e2lemler \u00f6tesi \u00e2lemlere \u00e7ekilmi\u015f<\/p>\n
M\u00fcnzev\u00ee<\/p>\n
Sessizlikte<\/p>\n
Sessizli\u011fin i\u00e7indeki g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fclerde<\/p>\n
G\u00fcm g\u00fcm g\u00fcmleterek yazar\u0131m ruhumun elemler dolu hec\u00eeran\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Heg\u00eeran…<\/p>\n
Anlar m\u0131s\u0131n sen bunu ey \u015fimdiki haydar hayran\u0131m?<\/p>\n
Heg\u00eeran\u0131m!<\/p>\n
Ah seninle yine hicran\u00ee saatler…<\/p>\n
Yine firkat n\u00e2r\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm<\/p>\n
Hem de hecede p\u00fcry\u00e2n\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u015f!<\/p>\n
Hegirim… heg\u00eeran\u0131m… hec\u00eeran\u0131m… hicran\u0131m<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015fte firkat n\u00e2r\u0131na yanmal\u0131s\u0131n, zira yar\u0131n\u0131na<\/p>\n
Ba\u011f\u0131na, ba\u011fr\u0131na, ya\u015f\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131na, ka\u015f\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131na, akl\u0131na…<\/p>\n
Yanmadan vuslata eremeyiz, Huda’ya vuslat.<\/p>\n
Yanmadan vuslata eri\u015filmez.<\/p>\n
Vuslata erdim diyenleri de vuslata erdiklerini zannetme.<\/p>\n
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Vuslat eri\u015filmez yaral\u0131 s\u00eeneler i\u00e7indir, vasl ola…<\/p>\n
S\u00f6nmedi firkat ate\u015fim, o da sensiz z\u00e2r oldu, gel…<\/p>\n
Hazin\u00e2ne iniltiler ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa n\u00e2r oldu, gel…<\/p>\n
Hasret ate\u015fi firak vard\u0131r heybelerinde<\/p>\n
Gurbet ikliminde, ruhum yollara revan oldu, gel…<\/p>\n
Garibiyim \u015fu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n, \u00e2lem bana dar oldu, gel.<\/p>\n
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Z\u00e2r be h\u00e2r…<\/p>\n
N\u00fbr oldu n\u00e2r<\/p>\n
N\u00e2r oldu n\u00fbr<\/p>\n
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Bir ses, bir nefes derken y\u00fckselen fig\u00e2n\u0131m oldu, gel…<\/p>\n
Beyitler d\u00fczerken, \u015fiirlerim feryad\u0131m oldu, gel.<\/p>\n
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Ayr\u0131l\u0131k ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ayr\u0131l\u0131k oldu<\/p>\n
Revan oldu yollar ruhlar\u0131m\u0131zla, gel g\u00f6r ki \u00e2lemlere nigehb\u00e2n oldu melekler<\/p>\n
Felekler<\/p>\n
Dilekler<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcrekler<\/p>\n
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Beyitler… Dilberler dillerimde dilde bestec\u00e2n oldu<\/p>\n
Beyitlerin y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rken fig\u00e2n\u0131n \u015fiirlerine fery\u00e2d oldu…<\/p>\n
Bestem… bestek\u00e2r\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Bestedeki efk\u00e2r\u0131m<\/p>\n
Ne y\u00e2rim?<\/p>\n
Nice dilberleri feda ederim…<\/p>\n
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Ne de yars\u0131zca yarday\u0131m<\/p>\n
Sen do\u011f ufkuma yeter ki…<\/p>\n
Dilberler neymi\u015f ki, g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli de\u011fillerse<\/p>\n
\u015eem\u015f\u00e2h\u00eemsin…<\/p>\n
Allah el-Cem\u00eel<\/p>\n
el-Ved\u00fbd<\/p>\n
O\u2019dur kalpleri telif buyuran<\/p>\n
O\u2019dur kalpleri birbirine \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131ran ve so\u011futan…<\/p>\n
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\u015eem\u015f\u00e2himsin hem de \u015femde \u015f\u00e2hiy\u00e2msin!<\/p>\n
Ved\u00fbd, el!<\/p>\n
\u00dbdumla \u00e7alard\u0131m el-hubb\u00ee kull\u00ee cemiil \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
S\u00fcr be at\u0131n\u0131 ey dervi\u015f…<\/p>\n
\u00d6zbe\u011fim… G\u00f6zbebe\u011fim…<\/p>\n
\u015eiir ehli er\u00e2 kem b\u00fcler asti?<\/p>\n
5 as\u0131rd\u0131r yazamad\u0131lar b\u00f6yle bir \u015fiir…<\/p>\n
Timur bile ald\u0131 kalemi, yazmak i\u00e7in \u015fiir \u015fiir…<\/p>\n
Yazmas\u0131 da yoktu…<\/p>\n
Cengizler…<\/p>\n
Bir\u00fbn\u00eeler…<\/p>\n
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Murad\u0131na ermi\u015flerden misin? Yoksa el-Murad’a erdirilen misin?<\/p>\n
Olmas\u0131n hi\u00e7bir murad\u0131m yeter ki el-Murad’a ereyim<\/p>\n
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Durma yerinde ey insan…<\/p>\n
\u0130nan<\/p>\n
\u00c7al \u00e7alabildi\u011fin kadar<\/p>\n
Hayat n\u00e2\u011fmeni<\/p>\n
\u0130ster keman ile ister ise gitar ile<\/p>\n
Fesubhanallah<\/p>\n
\u00d6\u011frenmelisin ey S\u00e2reban!<\/p>\n
\u0130ster kemans\u0131z… gitars\u0131z… udsuz ve neysiz<\/p>\n
M\u00fczik aletlerini \u00e7almay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmelisin<\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcrek s\u0131z\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n
Nedir sizdeki bu h\u00e2l, bendeki bu h\u00e2l<\/p>\n
En sevdi\u011fim y\u00e2rim ki bu demli kurb olmad\u0131 bana<\/p>\n
\u0130ster dinle beni, istemezsen dinleme beni<\/p>\n
Seni var ya, seni? Ben bilirim seni, var ya, seni<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerde temay\u00fcz etmi\u015f gibi<\/p>\n
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O bizlere rahmetini ve gufran\u0131n\u0131 esirgemez ise<\/p>\n
Esirgemez de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n
O bizden merhametini esirgemez ise ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa ayd\u0131nl\u0131k olaca\u011f\u0131z<\/p>\n
M\u00fccessem h\u00e2l mi kald\u0131 \u015fahs\u0131m\u0131n m\u00e2neviy\u00e2t\u0131 ayaklar alt\u0131nda iken?<\/p>\n
Ya Rab!<\/p>\n
Nedir bana \u00e7ektirdi\u011fin bu azaplar? dedim<\/p>\n
Daha ileriye gittim<\/p>\n
Gittim de gittim<\/p>\n
\u0130syanlar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fcklerini ettim<\/p>\n
\u201cSen ne bi\u00e7imsin ki bana bu eziyetleri reva g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun?<\/p>\n
Allah m\u0131s\u0131n ki sen bey hey?!\u201d dedim<\/p>\n
H\u00e2\u015fa ve kell\u00e2…<\/p>\n
S\u00fcmme s\u00fcmmet\u00fcn s\u00fcmme t\u00f6vbet\u00fcn<\/p>\n
T\u00f6vbet\u00fcn \u00d6vbet\u00fcn<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn yazd\u0131k\u00e7a yak\u0131ld\u0131m<\/p>\n
Offf!<\/p>\n
L\u00e2 yez\u00ee ve l\u00e2 \u015fey’un heziyyetun ve \u015fec\u00ee…<\/p>\n
Birdeki binler<\/p>\n
Binlerdeki birler<\/p>\n
Deryadaki zerreler<\/p>\n
Birlerdeki Bir’lik\u00e7iler<\/p>\n
Katredeki ummanlar<\/p>\n
Zerrelerdeki \u00f6treler<\/p>\n
\u00d6trelerdeki esreler<\/p>\n
Ya hani noktalar?<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcnler ve alt\u0131nlar<\/p>\n
Ya sedit \u015fedit \u015feddeler?<\/p>\n
S\u00fck\u00fbnlar ve medler<\/p>\n
\u015eeddeler ve kesreler<\/p>\n
Noktaya nokta koyarak son vermeyi<\/p>\n
Virg\u00fcle ge\u00e7meyi<\/p>\n
Virg\u00fcl abim bir hele g\u00fcl<\/p>\n
L\u00e2 edr\u00eeyecili\u011fi…<\/p>\n
Nokta Allah!<\/p>\n
Mevcudat alemi sadece bir virg\u00fclden ibaret\u2026<\/p>\n
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06.08.2017<\/strong><\/p>\n Meksika \/ Tugay Mola<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Ben yab\u00e2n\u00ee, sen barr\u00e2n\u00ee. Hani var ya bir Harran\u00ee? \u0130brahim\u00ee. \u015eimdilerde zeval perdesinin ard\u0131nda. Tanr\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131ma b\u00fclb\u00fcller geldi. O ba\u011f ki \u015fimdilerde h\u00e2ristan oldu… Bir g\u00fcl\u00fcm kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bah\u00e7eb\u00e2n a\u011flad\u0131, g\u00fcller soldu. Bir gelirler.. bir de gidiverirler. Ses yok el-\u00e2n… El-\u00e2n, her zaman… Derdime derm\u00e2n yoktur. Derdimden daha \u00e7ok derm\u00e2n. Dert olur ki bazen derman… Sen…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16508,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[259,146,153],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16506","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mayis-24","category-siir","category-tugaymola","category-259","category-146","category-153","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t