Felek vurmu\u015f bendeleri. Kime ne?<\/p>\n
Beldeler gezen, deryalar y\u00fczen Ba\u011fdat kalpler! Nerelerdesiniz?<\/p>\n
Vahdet saatlerinde fenafillah olmu\u015f ruhlar\u0131n dillerini seslendirdim ben.\u00a0 Dilsiz s\u00f6ylendim. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 mezardakilere mi duyurdum? G\u00f6klerde secde halini alm\u0131\u015f kalplere s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m. Zalimdir y\u00fcrekler. Hele benimkisi..!<\/p>\n
Bazen kibrim seslendi. Bazen kalbime akseden y\u00fcce ruhlar\u0131n hilmleri s\u00f6ylendi. \u00dcniversite mezunu olsam da, hayat mektebinden h\u00e2l\u00e2 diplomam\u0131 alamad\u0131m. Bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7 derken 14 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm hep. Acaba 14 sene mi? As\u0131r m\u0131? Ay m\u0131? Hafta m\u0131? G\u00fcn m\u00fc? Beynim titrer cevaps\u0131zl\u0131k \u00fclkesinde.<\/p>\n
Edebiyat yapmad\u0131m. Yapamam da! \u201cAz konu\u015f! Ama do\u011fru konu\u015f!\u201d denmi\u015f seyir \u00e2leminde. Din alg\u0131m bu olmu\u015f ise bundan kime ne?<\/p>\n
Ne ba\u011fnazlar\u0131 sevdim, ne de kuru edebiyat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131… Zira h\u00e2l dillerini edeb\u00eele\u015ftirmi\u015f yeg\u00e2ne dostlar\u0131m, a\u011fabeylerim, hocalar\u0131m, karde\u015flerim, \u201ccan yolda\u015flar\u0131m”<\/em> h\u00fcrriyetin yeg\u00e2ne temsilcileridirler. Onlar\u0131 sevdim ben\u2026<\/p>\n F\u00e2ni d\u00fcnyada b\u00e2ki du\u00e2ya t\u00e2lip olsam… Olsayd\u0131m! Kenz olundu yedi g\u00f6k \u00e2lem.\u00a0 \u00c7aresizlik da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f arz ve sem\u00e2 \u00e7ekimi saatlere!<\/p>\n “Ya Hud\u00e2!<\/p>\n Ne muhatab\u0131m vard\u0131, ne de sevd\u00e2land\u0131\u011f\u0131m! Me\u011fer ki Sen var imi\u015fsin, sen ey Hud\u00e2! Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile yoklu\u011fu var eden\u2026 Yaratan ve yarat\u0131c\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 sahibi Allah’\u0131m…\u00a0 Can evime yak\u00eenim ol!”<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar zonklar beyinlerde. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemeler sar(s)ar vesveseyi. Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r toprak. Toza d\u00f6ner yaprak. Tell\u00e2l cellada \u00f6zenir.<\/p>\n Topkap\u0131 Saray\u0131\u2019nda yeni yeni odalar a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rken\u2026<\/p>\n Ne yerde idim, ne de g\u00f6kte!<\/p>\n Hud\u00e2 (c.c) \u015fahit ki nazar\u0131mda temeli Anadolu\u2019ya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f devlet ve s\u00e2kinleri hep y\u00fckseklerde idi. \u0130lk d\u00f6neme m\u00e2l olmu\u015f an\u0131t yaz\u0131tlar\u0131md\u0131r N\u00e2r-\u0131 Beyz\u00e2\u2026<\/p>\n Hi\u00e7bir zaman \u0130slam kap\u0131s\u0131nda k\u00f6le olamad\u0131m. Ke\u015fke o b\u00e2bda \u00f6lebilse idim.<\/p>\n Dualar d\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn v\u00eer\u00e2nelere!<\/p>\n Selam herkese, \u2018herkesler\u2019e\u2026 <\/span><\/p>\n Tugay Mola<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n *<\/span> Tugay Mola, bu tabiri t\u0131rnak i\u00e7ine almakla, hayat\u0131nda kaderdenk bir yeri olan \u00e7ok de\u011ferli a\u011fabeyi Musa Hub Hoca\u2019s\u0131n\u0131n bir dergide yay\u0131nlanan \u201cCan Yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 mektubuna ith\u00e2fta bulunmakta, ondan m\u00fclhem, d\u00fcnyada ve ukbadaki b\u00fct\u00fcn yak\u0131nlar\u0131na ilan-\u0131 muhabbet etmektedir. En \u00f6zel gizli dileklerini duaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmektedir. (Edit\u00f6r).<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Felek vurmu\u015f bendeleri. Kime ne? Beldeler gezen, deryalar y\u00fczen Ba\u011fdat kalpler! Nerelerdesiniz? Vahdet saatlerinde fenafillah olmu\u015f ruhlar\u0131n dillerini seslendirdim ben.\u00a0 Dilsiz s\u00f6ylendim. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 mezardakilere mi duyurdum? G\u00f6klerde secde halini alm\u0131\u015f kalplere s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m. Zalimdir y\u00fcrekler. Hele benimkisi..! Bazen kibrim seslendi. Bazen kalbime akseden y\u00fcce ruhlar\u0131n hilmleri s\u00f6ylendi. \u00dcniversite mezunu olsam da, hayat mektebinden h\u00e2l\u00e2 diplomam\u0131 alamad\u0131m.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16389,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,252,153],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16387","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-subat-24","category-tugaymola","category-145","category-252","category-153","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/tugay.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16387"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16387"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16387\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16413,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16387\/revisions\/16413"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16389"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16387"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16387"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16387"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}