{"id":16286,"date":"2023-10-27T08:23:20","date_gmt":"2023-10-27T05:23:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/?p=16286"},"modified":"2023-10-27T08:26:07","modified_gmt":"2023-10-27T05:26:07","slug":"sen-boyle-degildin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/2023\/10\/27\/sen-boyle-degildin\/","title":{"rendered":"Sen B\u00f6yle De\u011fildin !"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sen B\u00f6yle De\u011fildin! I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne al, y\u00fcr\u00fc! G\u00f6lgen arkadan ister gelsin, ister gelmesin!<\/em> Arif Nihat Asya<\/p>\n

\u00c2tiyi karanl\u0131k g\u00f6rerek azmi b\u0131rakmak..<\/p>\n

Al\u00e7ak bir \u00f6l\u00fcm varsa, em\u00eenim, budur ancak.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcny\u00e2da inanmam, hani g\u00f6rsem de g\u00f6z\u00fcmle.<\/p>\n

\u0130m\u00e2n\u0131 olan kimse gebermez bu \u00f6l\u00fcmle.<\/p>\n

Ey dipdiri meyyit, “\u0130ki el bir ba\u015f i\u00e7indir.”<\/p>\n

Davransana.. Eller de senin, ba\u015f da senindir!<\/p>\n

His yok, hareket yok, ac\u0131 yok.. Le\u015f mi kesildin?<\/p>\n

Hayret veriyorsun bana.. Sen b\u00f6yle de\u011fildin.<\/p>\n

Kurtulmaya azmin neye bilmem ki s\u00fcreksiz?<\/p>\n

Kendin mi senin, yoksa \u00fcm\u00eedin mi y\u00fcreksiz?<\/p>\n

M. Akif Ersoy<\/p>\n

G\u00f6n\u00fcl saz\u0131n par\u00e7a par\u00e7a, m\u0131zrab\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131k; na\u011fmelerin dumanl\u0131, \u015fiirlerin buruk. Nerde o f\u00fcs\u00fbnlu eda, kristal nutuk? Sahi dostum, sen bu tellere d\u00fc\u015fecek insan de\u011fildin! Hani bu\u011fulu g\u00f6zlerinde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar erirdi; sohbetin dinlenir, izinden gidilirdi; s\u00f6yle Allah a\u015fk\u0131na, kan\u0131na kim girdi? \u0130nan sultan\u0131m, sen \u015fu sahillere d\u00fc\u015fecek insan de\u011fildin!<\/p>\n

Evet sen b\u00f6yle de\u011fildin ve b\u00f6yle olamazs\u0131n! Sen tufan insan\u0131s\u0131n; yerde kalamazs\u0131n. Yi\u011fide s\u00fcr\u00fcnmek yak\u0131\u015fmaz; kalk art\u0131k arslan\u0131m, b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015fecek insan de\u011filsin!.. Hem sendedir, biti\u015f anlar\u0131nda ba\u015flama sesi. Seninledir, ahirzamanda dirili\u015f nefesi. Sen ki, kar\u015f\u0131na cehennemden deryalar da \u00e7\u0131kacak olsa, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslemeye bin defa ahdetmi\u015fsin.<\/p>\n

Hele bir y\u00fcr\u00fc de, ne ko\u015fanlar g\u00f6receksin beraberinde. Seni duyan, g\u00f6ren ve bilenler, kuds\u00ee kervan\u0131na iltihak etmeseler, hatta engel olmak isteseler bile, y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m gibi esip tozu dumana katarken meydana getirece\u011fin c\u00e2zibe ile, ard\u0131ns\u0131ra s\u00fcr\u00fcklenecekler.. hem s\u00fcr\u00fcklensin, \u00f6l\u00fclerden \u00f6l\u00fc \u015fu mezar ta\u015flar\u0131! S\u00fcr\u00fcklensin, m\u00fcteessir olmayan vicdan\u00ee cenazeler!<\/p>\n

Bir kas\u0131rga ol; esiver lahut\u00ee \u00fcmit iklimlerinden.. hani y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131ran ayd\u0131nl\u0131k iklimlerinden. Binler can\u0131n i\u00e7inde canland\u0131\u011f\u0131 can y\u00fckl\u00fc bulutlar\u0131 sen g\u00f6t\u00fcr menzil-i maksuda. Susuzluktan ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f, hissiz-duygusuz kalblere, \u00e7atlak dudaklar\u0131yla seni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran muzdarib toprak anaya, ve memba\u0131 kurumu\u015f tarih\u00ee mana \u00e7e\u015fmelerine ya\u011f\u0131ver sa\u011fnak sa\u011fnak.. ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131ver, her katresinde binler hafakan\u0131n mevcelendi\u011fi ruh kan\u0131ndan rahmeti.<\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7 olmazsa, \u015fu \u00e7\u00f6lle\u015fmi\u015f asr\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm cenderelerinde ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131karan \u015fu nazenin r\u00fc\u015feymlere ve boy at\u0131p ser \u00e7ekmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ol nazdar filizlere ac\u0131 da, s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki \u00e2b-\u0131 hayatla yeti\u015f Allah a\u015fk\u0131na imdada! Bir nefha g\u00f6nder, Mesih\u00ee nefesinden! Ve karanl\u0131klar\u0131n beyninde \u015fim\u015fekler gibi parla! I\u015f\u0131k \u0131\u015f\u0131k nurdan h\u00fczmelerinle tulu’ et zifir\u00ee d\u00fcnyam\u0131za!<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fr\u0131 yan\u0131k hangi sineye hafif bir dokunsan, sanc\u0131l\u0131 hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar halinde \u015fu \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ar\u015f\u0131 lerzeye getirdi\u011fini duyacaks\u0131n zira: “Nerdesin, y\u0131llarca hasretini \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz kahraman! Nerdesin hayallerimizin g\u00fcvercini, r\u00fcyalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcveyki! Nerdesin, ba’s \u00fc ba’d’elmevtimizin m\u00fcjdecisi! Nerdesin ve ne zaman geleceksin, ey tatl\u0131 r\u00fcyalar\u0131n sevimli kahraman\u0131!..”<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 as\u0131r.. \u00fc\u00e7 as\u0131r var ki; g\u00fcl solmu\u015f, dikenler b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde m\u0131zrak.. koca ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nar devrilmi\u015f har\u00e2p, enkaz istikbale erz\u00e2k.. sema y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ek\u015fitmi\u015f \u00e7oktan, kasavetli bulutlarla sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e2f\u00e2k.. dertlere deva zann\u0131yla d\u00f6k\u00fclenler, yaralarda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc kezzap.. Leylas\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015f Mecnun garib, \u00e7\u00f6ller bir inilti olmu\u015f inler.. Yusuf zindanlarda kimsesiz, Yakub \u00f6telerde b\u00eehaber.. \u015fanl\u0131 ak\u0131nc\u0131 gideli, hani nerde sefer!..<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fczs\u00fcz g\u00fcnlerde m\u00fckedder ruhlardan s\u00fcz\u00fclen kanl\u0131 hicran ya\u015flar\u0131.. \u015f\u00e2yet m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa ve toplansayd\u0131 bir araya, belki engin bir derya ederdi. -Ah ki, ben de ne kadar isterdim; y\u0131llar y\u0131l\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc eritemedi\u011fim i\u00e7imdeki buzullar\u0131, o elmas katreler i\u00e7inde eriteyim.. eriteyim de kendimden ge\u00e7eyim.. ve sileyim t\u00fcm s\u00fcfl\u00ee duygular\u0131m\u0131, bir \u00e7izgi \u00e7ekerek nefsimin \u00fcst\u00fcne.. atay\u0131m miskinli\u011fi \u00fczerimden, do\u011frulay\u0131m dimdik aya\u011fa.. ve ko\u015fay\u0131m \u00e7atlay\u0131ncaya kadar bu zorlu yoku\u015flarda.. ne kadar isterdim.-<\/p>\n

Bo\u011fulmaktan kurtar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sonra da \u0131rz\u0131na tecav\u00fcz edilmi\u015f bir mecr\u00fbhe gelin.. temizlenmeyi bekleyen ulv\u00ee bir namus var ortada. Bu namus, Allah Ras\u00fbl\u00fc’n\u00fcn emaneti, Osmanl\u0131’n\u0131n izzeti ve \u00fcmmet-i merh\u00fbmenin de haysiyetidir. Ve bu emanet ta\u015f\u0131nmay\u0131, o izzet ve haysiyet de kurtar\u0131lmay\u0131 beklemektedir bug\u00fcn. Bekleyenler, beklenenin kendileri oldu\u011funun fark\u0131nda olsalar.. olsunlar in\u015fallah.<\/p>\n

Ey bekleyenler i\u00e7inde beklenen yi\u011fit!<\/p>\n

Ne gelece\u011fe tutun, ne de ge\u00e7mi\u015fle avun! Ne ‘Bir zaman gelecek..’lere ba\u011flan, ne de ‘Hey gidi g\u00fcnler’e dayan! Sa\u011f\u0131na soluna da bak\u0131p durma; ba\u015fkas\u0131na de\u011fil, sana sesleniyorum yi\u011fidim, sana! Her \u015feyin, senin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc bekledi\u011fi \u015fu g\u00fcnlerde, rica ederim daha gayri kimi ve neyi bekledi\u011fini s\u00f6yler misin bana Allah a\u015fk\u0131na!?! Bir karar ver art\u0131k, bir karar, i\u015fbu kaderdenk noktada.. yeniden varl\u0131\u011fa ula\u015ft\u0131ran bir karar…<\/p>\n

Gel, b\u00fct\u00fcn bir cihan toplanm\u0131\u015f seni bekliyoruz!!!…<\/p>\n

Musa Hub<\/p>\n

Nisan 1988<\/p>\n

Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m\/Bursa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sen B\u00f6yle De\u011fildin! I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne al, y\u00fcr\u00fc! G\u00f6lgen arkadan ister gelsin, ister gelmesin! Arif Nihat Asya \u00c2tiyi karanl\u0131k g\u00f6rerek azmi b\u0131rakmak.. Al\u00e7ak bir \u00f6l\u00fcm varsa, em\u00eenim, budur ancak. D\u00fcny\u00e2da inanmam, hani g\u00f6rsem de g\u00f6z\u00fcmle. \u0130m\u00e2n\u0131 olan kimse gebermez bu \u00f6l\u00fcmle. Ey dipdiri meyyit, “\u0130ki el bir ba\u015f i\u00e7indir.” Davransana.. Eller de senin, ba\u015f da senindir!…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16288,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[148,144,245],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16286","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-drmusahub","category-edeb","category-ekim-23","category-148","category-144","category-245","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t