Bi\u015fnev!! Bi\u015fnev ey yolcu! Mesnevi’nin girizg\u00e2h\u0131nda bi\u015fnev dendi\u011fi gibi dinle! Tasavvufta \u201cs\u00f6yle\u201d emrinin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7me \u201cdinle\u201d emriyle bi\u015fnev! Ger\u00e7i sen nas\u0131l dinliyorsen dinle\u2026 Ben dinlemek istiyorum\u2026
\nDinle! Yoksa sus! \u201dK\u00e2inat mescid-i kebirinde Kur’\u00e2n k\u00e2inat\u0131 okuyor, onu dinleyelim. O nur ile nurlanal\u0131m. Hidayetiyle amel edelim. Ve onu vird-i zeban edelim. Evet, s\u00f6z kokusu ve ona derler. Hak olup Haktan gelme hak diyen ve hakikati g\u00f6steren ve nuran\u00ee hikmeti ne\u015freden odur. \u201d SN
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\nBen ayy\u00e2r da olsam senin y\u00e2r kalbini bir dild\u00e2r bildim. Ben ayya\u015f da olsam senin \u00e2leminizi bed\u00e2r ke\u015ffettim. O y\u00fczden olmal\u0131 ki kalbini sahiplerinden bir her \u015feyi unutuyorum, s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlarmi\u2026 S\u00f6yleyeceklerimi unutuyorum\u2026 Sanki saliseler i\u00e7in tahamm\u00fclemez oluyor.
\nBen kuyudaki karanl\u0131k olam da sen M\u0131s\u0131r’daki korumas\u0131 ol. Ben dertlere dert galam da sen mertlere mert ol. Ben deli div\u00e2ne gezem de sen gecelerdeki duam ol! Ben g\u00f6lge kelam da sen g\u00fcne\u015f kal. Ben cehennem olam da sen cennet\u00e2b\u00e2d ol! Ben \u015faki kalam da sen veli ol! Sen sultan ol. Ben k\u00f6lele\u015ftirme olay\u0131m. G\u00f6n\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n mer hametine, izzetine, \u015ferefine, mehabbetine geleyim\u2026 Ellerimi a\u00e7ay\u0131m\u2026 Yalvaray\u0131m, yakarayay\u0131m\u2026 Dileneyim\u2026 E\u011fileyim\u2026 A\u011flayay\u0131m\u2026 Ben isteyeyim ama sen eli a\u00e7\u0131klar\u0131n \u015fahs\u0131n\u0131n\u2026 Ben gevezelik edeyim ama sessiz s\u00fck\u00fbtunla bana ders ol\u2026 N’olursun beni bana b\u0131rakma. .N’olursun beni benden ka\u00e7\u0131rmama! N’olursun\u2026 Ben istedim\u2026Sen ver! Lutfun keremin can\u0131 can\u0131n hat\u0131r\u0131na ver! Gecelerin a\u011f\u0131na ver! Azab\u0131n gazab\u0131na ver! Neye verirsen ver\u2026ver\u2026
\nBu gece ben susay\u0131m ancak susmadan \u00f6nce deriz ki canlar vefadan dem vururlarm\u0131\u015f. Ancak s\u00f6zlerine sad\u0131k canlara ne olmu\u015f? Vefa her gelenin agz\u0131nda dola\u015fm\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f. Ancak g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde vefa hazan olmu\u015f… Sef\u00e2 her gidenin cefas\u0131 olmu\u015f. Siz g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olsan\u0131z da ben g\u00f6rmedim. Siz hissetmi\u015f olsan\u0131z da ben hissedemedim. A\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr. Zira a\u015fk hastas\u0131ndan \u015fifa bulamam\u0131\u015f m\u00fcbtelaya ancak \u00f6l\u00fcm \u015fif\u00e2 verir.
\nSiz bug\u00fcn \u201cdild\u00e2rim\u201d diye birine \u00f6vg\u00fc ihsan etmi\u015f olsan\u0131z da sultanlar Sultan\u0131’n\u0131n (CC) zimmetiyle, himmetiyle padi\u015fah olmaya azmedebilseydim ke\u015fke. Zira a\u015fk saltanat\u0131n\u0131n \u00eelan\u00ee insanlar\u0131n agz\u0131na d\u00fc\u015feli a\u015fk ya\u015fanmaz olmu\u015f. Me\u015fk tan\u0131nmaz olmu\u015f. Padi\u015fahlar(!) uslanmaz olmu\u015f. Nefisler duymam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z. Rahmet-i ilahiye(CC) an\u0131lmaz olmu\u015f!! Ah benim h\u00e2lime ne olmu\u015f!!! Jel de yanan ci\u011ferime bak. Gel i\u00e7ime cehennemi ya\u015famaktan haleme bak! Ah\u2026 N’olmu$ h\u00e2lime b\u00f6yle ?!!! Ah ben\u2026 Ben! Kahrolas\u0131 ben!! \u201cBen\u201d beni Rahmet-i \u0130lahiye’nin kap\u0131s\u0131nda t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc azaplara d\u00fb\u00e7ar etse de a\u015fk\u0131na ancak O’nun (CC) kap\u0131s\u0131nda ta\u00e7land\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ya\u015fand\u0131. Ah gelinim ke\u015fke! \u00d6lseydim ke\u015fke… Nefsimi nefsinizin yalanc\u0131s\u0131 olmasayd\u0131m… G\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn me\u015fk\u00e7isi verseydim ke\u015fke… Ah…!
\nDillerin padi\u015fah ilan etti\u011fi hangi saltanat(!) ayakta kalm\u0131\u015f ki? Padi\u015fah firar eder. D\u00eeller s\u00fcrg\u00fcne gider.. Tahtlar haramilerin elinde \u00e7\u00f6ker.. Kitaplar, mektuplar, \u015fiirler gams\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6n\u00fcllerinde cehenneme yol \u00e7izer!!!.. O h\u00e2lden sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm hak ise, \u201cAllahume Raf\u00ee’ al-\u00e2l\u00e2\u201d Bir vak\u0131a ise b\u0131rak a\u015fk \u00f6l\u00fcmden sonra Ezel ve Ebed’in kap\u0131s\u0131nda yakalayal\u0131m.\u2026Ya\u015fayal\u0131m\u2026
\nG\u00f6nl\u00fcm gece vakti \u201cah\u201d etse de \u201cne eylerse hepsini Allah eyler\u201d. O h\u00e2lde b\u0131rak ah\u0131m\u0131 duymaz ol! Birak g\u00e2rimi g\u00f6rmez ol.
\nBir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z y\u0131kacaksa beytimi y\u0131k\u0131n efendim. Bir \u015fark\u0131n\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fcrecekse a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn efendim . Zira ben o anlardan biraz \u00f6nce \u015fifam\u0131 koruyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 in\u015faallah. Fery\u00e2t (F\u0131rat Nehri) v\u00e2’di(nehir) kurumu\u015f vaka duda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7atlayana bir nehir olmak \u00fczere…D\u00fcnyam y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olsa da y\u0131k\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f K\u00e2belerle kerbel\u00e2 gecelerinde vefadar olmak… Ah \u2026 Aaaaah\u2026. De\u011fme gitsin y\u00fcre\u011fime… Alma gitsin gecelerime\u2026 Gelme bitsin hecelerime! Duyma gitsin cinnetlerime… \u0130nan ey b\u00e2 saf\u00e2 g\u00f6nl\u00fcm kime S\u00f6yledimi, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmeyeyim…. Ben neredeydim? !!! Sen ah sen neredeydin!!!!
\nG\u00fcl bah\u00e7esine ge\u00e7en de g\u00fcller harab olsun\u2026 Sen cemiller sofras\u0131nda olan da cemaller yok olsun.. Sen bir kese altun veren de g\u00f6n\u00fcller azad olsun\u2026 Sen karanl\u0131\u011fa gelen de kamer bulutun pe\u015finde firar olsun.. Ey g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u015fah\u0131!! Ey g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00c2l\u00ee g\u00e2hi\u2026 Ey kerimlerin en kerimcan\u0131\u2026 Ey\u2026 Eyy\u2026 N’olursun\u2026 Bana kendini bir defac\u0131k g\u00f6ster\u2026 N’olursun ey i\u00e7imdeki\u2026 Ey ci\u011ferimdeki\u2026 Ey gecelerimdeki ey.. Ey A\u015eK?!!! Ey Mehabbet!!! Ey 7 g\u00f6k cennet!!! Ey\u2026 eyyy\u2026 ey\u2026.
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\nZ\u00fclf\u00fcn\u00fcn ha\u00e7\u0131yla \u00f6len g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc dirilt! Sen benim \u0130sa’mdaki (AS) Ahmed’imsin.(SAV) Sen benim Ahmed’imdeki Muhammed’imsin\u2026(SAV) Sen Muhammed’imdeki Rabb’imsin\u2026 Sen !!! Evet sen Ya RAB!!! Ya Rab senden dileniyorum\u2026 Ey Rahm\u00e2n\u2026 Ey Rahiiimmm\u2026.
\nMescitlerinde, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerinde davet edenlerin davetleri benim t\u0131marhane, meyhane, hastane g\u00f6nl\u00fcme ula\u015fmad\u0131\u2026 N’olursun Ya Rab\u2026. Y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131 heba ettim\u2026 Yollar\u0131m\u0131 feda ettim… G\u00fcnahlar\u0131ma vefa ettim!!! K\u00fcfr\u00fcm\u00fc avuttum ama iman\u0131m\u0131 savundum\u2026 Affet Ya R\u00e2b! Nefsimi savundum.., Affet Ya Allah! Keremcan can\u0131n Hz Muhammed EFEND\u0130M (SAV) ‘\u0130N ALTINDA\u2026
\nN’olursun… Bana Bir Nur ya Rab!! Bana Bir Merkez! Bana bir huzur! Bana da bir iman ver Ya Rab! Em\u00e2n ver Ya Rab! N’olursun\u2026Uzaklardiyar\u0131n\u0131n yang\u0131n\u0131 sarsa da i\u00e7imi, Arap diyar\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclse de i\u00e7ime, \u00c2hir -T\u00fcrk diyar\u0131n\u0131n garipleri t\u00fcllense de g\u00f6zlerimde n’olursun Ya Rab!! Gayr\u0131 s\u00f6ze hacet yok\u2026
\nBu ak\u015fam odama bulu\u015fmalar\u0131nda de denilenlere ho\u015fgeldin ey yolcu\u2026
\nSahi sen ne konu \u015f uyorsun ey geveze nefsim? \u201cYa hhar\u0131 s\u00f6yle ya da sus!\u201d buyurmu\u015f Efendimiz ( sallallahu aleyi ve sellem ).
\nS\u00f6z g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f se , s\u00fck\u00fbt alt\u0131nd\u0131r , demi\u015f dedelerimiz . (Musa H\u00fbb)
\nYa Rab ne h\u00e2lim vard\u0131 ne de kell\u00e2’l\u0131\u011f\u0131m kald\u0131! Ya Rab! Ne dilim vard\u0131 ne de d\u00eel\u00eem vard\u0131! Hepsi \u015feytand\u0131 ! Baht\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bi\u015fnev!! Bi\u015fnev ey yolcu! Mesnevi’nin girizg\u00e2h\u0131nda bi\u015fnev dendi\u011fi gibi dinle! Tasavvufta \u201cs\u00f6yle\u201d emrinin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7me \u201cdinle\u201d emriyle bi\u015fnev! Ger\u00e7i sen nas\u0131l dinliyorsen dinle\u2026 Ben dinlemek istiyorum\u2026 Dinle! Yoksa sus! \u201dK\u00e2inat mescid-i kebirinde Kur’\u00e2n k\u00e2inat\u0131 okuyor, onu dinleyelim. O nur ile nurlanal\u0131m. Hidayetiyle amel edelim. Ve onu vird-i zeban edelim. Evet, s\u00f6z kokusu ve ona derler.…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16052,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[145,227,153],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16047","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dusunce","category-haziran-23","category-tugaymola","category-145","category-227","category-153","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t