{"id":15908,"date":"2023-05-25T15:59:51","date_gmt":"2023-05-25T12:59:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/?p=15908"},"modified":"2023-05-27T01:25:17","modified_gmt":"2023-05-26T22:25:17","slug":"eksik-kalan-yanim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/2023\/05\/25\/eksik-kalan-yanim\/","title":{"rendered":"Eksik Kalan Yan\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"quoted-text\">\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Kendini hi\u00e7bir yere ait hissedememenin de b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var..<br \/>\nG\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar gibi oradan oraya u\u00e7ar ruhun. D\u00fcnyadas\u0131n ama ruhun \u00f6te \u00e2lemlerde&#8230;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p dir=\"ltr\">Evet, hi\u00e7bir yere ait hissetmiyorum kendimi.<br \/>\nNe bir \u015fehre, ne bir insana, ne bir eve&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\">Hi\u00e7bir yerde iyi hissetmiyorum kendimi.<\/div>\n<p>Oldu\u011fum her yerde eksi\u011fim.<\/p>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\">Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ne ise ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na eminim..<\/div>\n<p>Ama bulduklar\u0131m da umduklar\u0131m de\u011fildi.<br \/>\nBulduklar\u0131m hep yar\u0131m, hep yaral\u0131..<br \/>\nBulduklar\u0131m kaybettiklerimden beter.<br \/>\nArad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o de\u011fil sanki..<\/p>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\">\u00dcstelik \u00f6ylesine bir his de\u011fil bu.<\/div>\n<p>Kaybolmu\u015fsun da, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f \u00e7ok uzak,<\/p>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\">Yol soracak hi\u00e7 kimse de yokmu\u015f gibi..<\/div>\n<p>Sanki her yer devasa b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckte ama sen bir zerre gibi..<\/p>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\">\u00d6yle kay\u0131p, \u00f6yle yaln\u0131z, \u00f6yle yorgun..<\/div>\n<div class=\"quoted-text\" style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<p dir=\"ltr\">\u00d6yle buruk <u>bir<\/u> his i\u015fte&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong> Mine G\u00fcl\u015fen<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kendini hi\u00e7bir yere ait hissedememenin de b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var.. G\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar gibi oradan oraya u\u00e7ar ruhun. D\u00fcnyadas\u0131n ama ruhun \u00f6te \u00e2lemlerde&#8230; Evet, hi\u00e7bir yere ait hissetmiyorum kendimi. Ne bir \u015fehre, ne bir insana, ne bir eve&#8230; Hi\u00e7bir yerde iyi hissetmiyorum kendimi. Oldu\u011fum her yerde eksi\u011fim. Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her ne ise ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na eminim..&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15951,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"saved_in_kubio":false,"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[210,211,146],"tags":[214],"class_list":["post-15908","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-mayis-23","category-mine-gulsen","category-siir","tag-mayis-23","category-210","category-211","category-146","description-off"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/images-20.jpeg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15908"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15908"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15908\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15967,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15908\/revisions\/15967"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15951"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/korpekalemler.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}